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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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wait. It’s. It’s not normal to not eat breakfast?

wait. It’s. It’s not normal to not eat breakfast?

i mean you should eat but i skip often.

I don't know but I even try to justify not eating in my head. I tell myself stuff like 'it's too late' or 'i just got up'

I don't know but I even try to justify not eating in my head. I tell myself stuff like 'it's too late' or 'i just got up'

same…

I just don’t like food. It’s gross. I live off flavored drinks. Other stuff is yucky.

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Food is amazing
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I’m just always nauseous in the morning so I never eat breakfast. Plus I don’t like most breakfast foods anyway.

Oh I get that, I never eat breakfast either.

Update: I think the fighting stopped. I'm a little shaken up and maybe a little crying but I'm not vomiting or anything so that's good. How are y'all?

Forget about us! Just because you aren’t actively panicking doesn’t mean you’re okay.

sigh
So I'm painting with oils. And I broke a rule. I put my drinking water and paintbrush water right next to each other.
Take a wild guess at which one I just took a drink out of.

@Sparky_Cannot_Friggin_Username aye you good? _{Do you need me to fly in and support you with happiness}

Your….. drinking water? Because they're both drinking water if you're bold enough!

By the way I know how to make moss graffiti.

@Sparky_Cannot_Friggin_Username aye you good? _{Do you need me to fly in and support you with happiness}

I think I'll be fine, I'm doing way better now that everyone just shut up for the night. Note to self, stop political discussions before they start

@Sparky_Cannot_Friggin_Username aye you good? _{Do you need me to fly in and support you with happiness}

I think I'll be fine, I'm doing way better now that everyone just shut up for the night. Note to self, stop political discussions before they start

I don't know what happened but that sounds like good advice for everybody lol. Glad you're doing okay though

anyone up?
we had a nightmare…

Heyo! Nightmares are scary.

Heyo! Nightmares are scary.

yeah…
_{it's my traumaversary… that's why it's so bad}

anyone up?
we had a nightmare…

We?

Oh heck what happened?
Or you don't have to tell me if you don'twant to, I'm just here if ya need me!

Oh heck what happened?
Or you don't have to tell me if you don'twant to, I'm just here if ya need me!

is it okay if i pm you?

Mhm!

I have fucking crippling self-hatred and baggage I will never be able to get rid of and I want kids one day but I don’t want to fuck them up because of my issues so maybe I just shouldn’t have kids I don’t know I’m thinking about a lot of things right now and I just wish I wasn’t so fucked up and I could just leave myself alone.

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

I have fucking crippling self-hatred and baggage I will never be able to get rid of and I want kids one day but I don’t want to fuck them up because of my issues so maybe I just shouldn’t have kids I don’t know I’m thinking about a lot of things right now and I just wish I wasn’t so fucked up and I could just leave myself alone.

Try to focus on one thing at a time. Unless kids are at the top of your agenda, don’t worry yourself insane about it. Focus on the parts of yourself that you like. Work through the self-hatred. Easier said than done, but one thing at a time, remember? You don’t need to have a future planned out, you don’t have to know what you’ll do and make decisions such as having children so soon. <3
virtual hugs

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

Eattttttttt

You could always be a foster parent and then your baggage wouldn't the be thing to mess them up. Or get cats

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

Eattttttttt

I can't

I'm hungryyyyyyyyy

Eattttttttt

I can't

Why?

I'm getting my wisdom teeth out