forum Riencarnation of the hearts

Started June 04, 2019 by @Fenrir

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"WHAT?! I would drink like all the time and then you would have to bring me him! I never realized that you never drank anything. Also, what do I do when I'm drunk?" He laughed nervously biting his lip.

He laughed softly and tilted his head in thought. "I remember you used to pass out and I'd have to carry you out without getting temples. Once you woke up in my arms while I was still taking you home, God you were adorable. You started singing a song and talking nonsense. Mostly about being hungry."

His face turned red, "Wha~ that's so embarrissing! I didn't say anything weird right?" he peek at Jas through his finger.

"if you mean anything weird like 'my mom.loved my dog more than my dad,' or like 'doritos are knockoff pringsle' then yes, you said a lot of weird things. If you mean anything emotional or heartbreakingly adorable? Sometimes."

"I'm going to diiiiie. All of those things are true though she loved dog more than her family. It was so weird!" His face slowly took back its original color as he smiled and laughed.

He laughed with him, trying to ignore the pain in his side "stop it….I'm going to split the stitching."

He lightly stopped laughing and sighed, "I love you… a lot…remember that okay?"

"I'll always remember." He reached up and kissed his cheek "promise to do the same?"

"I promise," he pulled their lips together softly, "It's getting late we should go to bed. Sound like a plan?" Axel strokes Jas's hair.

He leaned into Axel's touch "yeah, sounds great. Mind helping me up?" He asked, swinging his legs over the couch

"Not at all my prince," he picked him up bridal style and brought him to the bed and started to unbutton his shirt, "I'm not going to do anything I don't want you to get hurt from taking off your shirt," he pulled the bloody shirt off his body make sure to be careful.

Jas squeaked in surprise at being picked up "that's not what I meant but ok," once set down he glanced up at Axel " I know that. You do know there are ways to be intamite with each other without have to go that far, right? This for instance counts." He reveled in Axels touch, his hand gliding down his chest

"Listen I don't want have to do your stitches again…" His hand touched the stitches, "S-S-Sorry!" he grunted while helping Jas of the bed, "You are taking a shower right?"

He hissed softly as Axel touched the stitching "it's ok, and yeah, I hate sleeping right after a kill." He stood slowly, testing his limits with the wound and nodded "I think I can manage."

"Okay. If you need any help I'm right here," Helped him in the shower after helping him with his clothes. "I'll bring you new ones when you're ready," he closed the door and picked out some clothes. Then he put the dirty hamper to wash.

Jas nodded in thanks and shut the door behind him. He turned the shower on and stood in the steaming water for a bit, letting it wash over the wound and his tired body. After half and hour in the shower he stepped out and cracked the door open "ok, I need clothes."

Axel smiled and gave the clothes to him. "You sure to a long time" he chuckled.

"I needed it." He said, taking the clothes and shutting the door again. He carefully pulled his clothes on and ran a hand through his hair

"You good?" he knocked on the door.

Jas opened the door and nodded "yeah, they kinda sting but nothing too bad."

"Okay…I'm going to go take a shower okay. Need anything call and I'll help you," he smiled softly and closed the door behind him. WHy did he have to go and get hurt!. Tears came from his eyes as he turned the shower on.

(aw my God! This poor baby!!!)
Jas nodded and layed in bed. He sighed softly and snugged into the covers I'm sorry….the last thing I wanted to do was see you suffer. He closed his eyes, trying to sleep

He came out of the shower and got dressed in the bathroom. When he walked through the door to see a curled up Jas on the bed. He smiled and caressed his cheek while we wiped the tears from his own. He kissed his lips softly and laid down with him.

Jas opened his eyes "why are you crying?" He asked, brushing his hand along his cheek " I'm right here, I'm not going anywhere." He wrapped his arms around Axels waist and pulled him closer

I-I-I wasn't crying. I was just tired, I'm tired, okay?" He clenched his shirt and his face. "I wasn't crying," he sniffed.

He sighed softly and stroked his hair "Lie to me all you want, love. I can see through that facade you put on." He muttered, "so why *weren't * you crying?" he asked "hm?"

"You got hurt you dummy and when I saw you…..it hurt me too," he shut his eyes, "I love you….so much…..why did you have to take on that job we're a team right? Right?" His eyes were red and puffy from crying

He sighed softly and carressed his cheek "of course we are, we're more than a team." he kissed his cheek "I didn't want to purposfully put you in danger, not for something I had to do myself. I don't know what I'd do if you got hurt for something that was my responsibility." he kissed his other cheek "I won't see you get hurt more than I have to."

He shook his head, "You don't get it. It's the same for me you dumb ass! I feel the same way you do. I don't care if I get hurt but you are so much different then that. When I see your scars I want to kill whoever did that to you! I can't help but cry even though I know it won't do anything to help. I feel useless when you get hurt like this. I think to myself, 'Why wasn't I there? Why did you take on that job? Why, why ,why?'. Jas I love you so damn much! You make me this worried, frightened, sad, happy, and loving mess!" he hugged Jas tighter never wanting to let him go.

He laughed softly and hugged Axel "THen how do you think I feel when you come home the same way?" he asked gently "everytime I see you're scars from you cutting yourself, using your abilites,hm?" He kissed his head "i meant what I sad before, I would bring someone back from hell, and skin them alive if they even so much as touched you. I feel powerless when you come home, covered in your own blood." He sighed softly and carressed Axel's cheek "My beautiful devil, I did the job because if I don't no one else will."