forum Even Serial Killer Get Lonely (o/o Open)

Started May 05, 2019 by @ElderGod-yellowqueen

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He laughed and blushed "I'm a lot of things, amazing is not at the top of that list." He stood away from the wall and walked around the room

Ethan grabbed his ahnd and pulled him back. "Dont put yourself down like that. You are amazing."

He shook his head "when you can find proof, then come back and talk." He let himself be pulled back to Ethan and leaned into him

Ethan tilted Raz chin up. "Why are you saying things like this?" He craddled his cheeks.

He shrugged "I've always been told these things. Some get shoved aside, that's usually the worst of what I've heard but the little things stick." He nudged into Ethans hand, finding comfort and safety

Ethan's heart broke a little. "I don't want you to listen to thise words. I don't want you to listen to little voice in your head that tells you negative things. I want you to come to me when that voice tries to bring you down alright? Because I promise you that you are worth so much more than you think you are."

He smiled softly and nodded silently promising Ethan as well as himself to try to block out the thoughts. "I'll try." He didn't voice his Concerns about the words others said, scared to bring up what happened with Mel

Ethan kissed the top of his head. "Good. That's all I'll ever ask of you. To try." He tucked Raz under his chin. "I love you so much. If you hear those voices come to me please and talk to me about it. We'll talk it out together."

For once in his life, Raz let himself believe that someone did love him as much as they claimed. He melted into Ethan and nodded "I will." He muttered, glancing around at the stars and planet holagrams around them "you're my universe."

Ethan smiled down at him. "And you're mine." He said softly. He kissed him one last time. "It's getting late. We should start heading home."

He nodded and gently pulled away to turned the lights off and grab Jax from a sleeping cushion. "Hi you, poor thing's exhausted." He cradled the puppy in his arms "he's also getting too big to carry." He laughed as he pulled the lever up with his free hand

He nodded and gently pulled away to turned the lights off and grab Jax from a sleeping cushion. "Hi you, poor thing's exhausted." He cradled the puppy in his arms "he's also getting too big to carry." He laughed as he pulled the lever up with his free hand

Ethan carefully slid Jax into his arm instead. "I'll carry him, you lead the way home." He said, following him out

Raz nodded and led the way back to his home. He pulled out his keys and opened the door. "You can put him in his bed, I'll put some food and water out in case he want to eat later."

Ethan nodded and set Jax down in his bed. He waited for Raz to join him in their bedroom.

Raz finished getting the water out and set the bowl down in front of Jax "tired thing." He said affectionately, petting the dog's head before heading to the bed room

Ethan smiled as Raz entered the bedroom. He walked over to him and pulled him into his arms.

Raz wrapped his arms around Ethans waist and snuggled against his chest. "So you like the surprise?"

Ethan nodded and smiled widely. "It was a beautiful surprise." He tilted his chin up and kissed him.

He smiled and tilted his head up, kissing him back. His arms looped around Ethans neck in an attempt to draw him closer

Ethan wrapped his arms around his waist, hodking him tight. "Im thinking a bath." He mumbled. "Do you think we can take one together?"

"if you plan on keeping your shorts on then yeah, I might consider it." He said, glancing up at him

Ethan nodded. "I can do that. As ling as youre comfortable." He kissed his forehead.

He nudged into him "nothing atbout his is going to be comfortable." He joked

Ethan chuckled and pinched his sides teasingly. "It won't be bad, you'll see. Im going to go start the bath."

He nodded and reluctantly let him "you sound way too excited." He teased, heading over to the dresser and pulling out fresh pyjamas. Raz pulled off his shirt and waited

Ethan grinned. He walked to the bathroom and started a bath, putting some bubbles in it think it might make raz more comfortable. He pulled off his shirt and jeans, leaving him in hos underwear. He shut off thw water when it reached his desired height. "Alright Raz."

"time for me to die? Yep." He muttered, pulling off the rest of his clothing except for the shorts. He cracked open the door, keeping his head down "I'd it too.late to change my mind?"

Ethan smiled at raz. "No its not, but it would make me happy to bath with you. Nothing sexual, i promise."

He sighed and nodded, bringing his gaze up to see Ethan in front of him. He barely surpressed a small wimper " gods above you're beautiful. What are all the scars from. He asked, stepping fowards and lightly tracing the scars with a gentle hand, all along Ethan's chest and torso. "I hadn't noticed them before."