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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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yeah, I had a creepy roommate who talks in her sleep (Says the girl who freaks people out in their mind palace and wearing dark and creepy clothing and scar from the lion king makeup)

I need people to be obsessed with Noah Reid’s version of Simply The Best because it is so beautiful and I am so in love and my heart is just overflowing

I GOT GREEN TEA

ME TOO!!!!

AWESOME

um…okay

Due to lack of sleep I am seemingly in a better mood. It's quite weird and some friends have pointed this out before. I seem happier when I am suffering from lack of sleep. Also I have a lighter mood overall. It's quite funny

Weird…

Yep

I'm like that too, if I sleep in too long the day just sucks.

I got less than 3 hours of sleep.

I got less than 3 hours of sleep.

Same

I went to sleep around 3am and woke around 6am

Last night I went to bed a like ten, got up around 11, went back to bed, fell asleep, had some whack dreams, woke up, tossed and turned, some more weird dreams, got up again around 4, again at 7:30, tossed and turned and finally got out of bed at 8:50. This has been my summer routine, pretty much.

I just gotta rant a bit here.

My besties over here in Stockholm. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM?!?!?!

They are only 15, but they are right now hosting a party for A LOT of people. And they are drinking fucking alcohol. Like, tequila. THEY ARE FIFTEEN. DO THEY NOT UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS DANGEROUS AND FUCKING ILLEGAL??!!?! And I have tried to talk them out of it but nooo cause they have started hanging out with people who aparently do this a lot. And my other best friend agrees with me that they shouldn't be doing this, but she's out of town and I can't reach her by phone either. And there's nothing I can do about it. I FUCKING HATE NOT HAVING THINGS UNDER CONTROL AND THEY ARE JUST MAKING MY ANXIETY SO MUCH WORSE BY DOING THIS I'M REALLY WORRIED ABOUT THEM. I thought the partying would end when one of them broke up with her boyfriend cause he was the one taking her to parties but no. I can't even handle this.

I wish I could help man…

You should probably call the police, since they're under the legal drinking age. They might hate you for it, but in the end it's what's best for them.

Now I'm in a fight with them over text cause I try to convince them not to. Wow. Life is great.

(Sorry about my bitterness I'm just so fucking disapointed in them)

I understand the feeling

Understandable.

It sounds like they're doing this to fit in with the 'other people' who do this a lot; maybe they're being peer pressured into it? Unless you can see your best friend doing this on her own…

You should probably call the police, since they're under the legal drinking age. They might hate you for it, but in the end it's what's best for them.

I know I should but I also don't wanna loose them cause I have known them since forever and I don't have that many friends in my school… ugh this is hard

It sounds like they're doing this to fit in with the 'other people' who do this a lot; maybe they're being peer pressured into it? Unless you can see your best friend doing this on her own…

No, they totally want to do this. I don't even know if the others are gonna be at the party.

I get it too. A lot of my friends are into drugs, and the best thing you can do is watch out for them, especially if that means police intervention, and (I don't mean to sound corny) love them even if they're being absolute idiots.

Then why does she want to do it? Does it make her feel cool? Or does it make her forget stuff and feel happy? What type of person is she, that would cause her to turn to alcohol?

I get it too. A lot of my friends are into drugs, and the best thing you can do is watch out for them, especially if that means police intervention, and (I don't mean to sound corny) love them even if they're being absolute idiots.

(Minus the first bit I totally agree….)

You could show them facts and research. And give them warnings. Tell them if they don't stop you will first tell their parents then the cops. It may sound like your a rattle tail but it is for their own good and personal health.

You could show them facts and research. And give them warnings. Tell them if they don't stop you will first tell their parents then the cops. It may sound like your a rattle tail but it is for their own good and personal health.

I agree

You could show them facts and research. And give them warnings. Tell them if they don't stop you will first tell their parents then the cops. It may sound like your a rattle tail but it is for their own good and personal health.

I agree

^^^^^^^

Then why does she want to do it? Does it make her feel cool? Or does it make her forget stuff and feel happy? What type of person is she, that would cause her to turn to alcohol?

I don't even know anymore… we live in a pretty rich area (she lives just at the edge of it) and she and her other friends sees us as posh, fancy kids that are just assholes. All I can think of is that she want to not be like us. Her other friends doesn't even know us or care about our personalitys, they just see us as assholes because of the area we live in. That other friends lives in my area too and she has started to act just like them…