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Ethan put a hand in his shoulder. "I know. That's why we're doing what you want to do. Do you want to grab a bag to hold your books?" He asked, following him.
Ethan put a hand in his shoulder. "I know. That's why we're doing what you want to do. Do you want to grab a bag to hold your books?" He asked, following him.
He turned and nodded "yeah, we're going to need a bag." He muttered, distracted in thought. He turned and hugged Ethan to him, "I'm sorry…."
Ethan looked down at him surprise but hugged him back. "You have nothing to be sorry for. You're not ready and thats okay." He kissed the top of his head.
"Yeah, but I'm sure you don't want to wait around until I am. You deserve to be happy, Eth. Someone who can make you happy both physically and other." he muttered against his chest
Ethan frowned. He picked him up amd set him down on the table. He grabbed his chin and forced his head upwards. "Raz, you matter more to me than that. I'm willing to wait for you. You make me happy Raz. Only you. So I dont want to hear you say something like that again."
He glanced up at him and nodded slightly "I would have never taken you as a patient person." He sighed softly and turned his head into Ethan's hand "I want you Eth, In ever and any way possible. believe I do. But if you're willing to be patient, then I'm willing to try, slowly, day by day. But I'm willing to try to break the walls I've put around myself for you."
Ethan stroked his cheek. "I'm going to be here with you every step of the way. I'll do anything for you." He promised him. He kissed his nose gently then nibbled on it playfully.
He laughed softly and pulled back "that's not as romantic as you think."
Ethan chuckled. "Yeah yeah, whatever. Fix up breakfast so we can go."
He nodded and hopped down from the table "someone's excited to get some books." He said Said with a smirk, grabbing some pans from the cabinet and some premade batter
Ethan chuckled and kissed his cheek. "Yeah yeah, whatever." He sat down at the table, smiling as he watched him
Raz laughed and turned on the stove, puting the pan on and poring the batter in. "How many do you want?" He asked over his shoulder
Ethan settled his gaze on Raz's butt. "Two." He said, glancing up at his face with a smile.
He nodded "my face is up here by the way." He said, pointing to his head. He flipped the first pancake over and waited for that to cook. Raz walked around the apartment and found his phone.
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He sighed and cleared them out before throwing it aside
Ethan smirked. "Yeah but I like the view better down there." He watched Raz move around the apartment. "You okay?" He asked in concern.
He tilted his head "kinda, not really." He headed back to the stove and set the pancake on a plate, pouring more batter into the pan "she's been trying to apologies."
Ethan walked up behind and drew Raz to his chest. He kissed the side of his head. "I'm sorry. Hopefully to bookstpre will cheer you up."
He sighed into Ethan and nodded "yeah, hopefully. You have nothing to be sorry for." He nudged into him while keeping an eye on the food
Ethan rubbed his stomach soothing. "Today will be a good day, I promise." He kissed his shoulder.
"any day with you is a good day." Raz muttered, covering Ethans hands with his own and tilting his head towards him
Ethan smiled down at him and kissed his lips softly. "Good, I'm glad."
He smiled against his lips and kissed him back "syrup?" He asked, putting the next pancake on the plate
"You cant eat pancakes without syrup babe." Ethan grabbed the plate and got the setup out of the pantry.
He nodded "true." He poured one more batch into the pan for himself and handed the two pancakes to Ethan
Ethan smiled and took the pancakes. He set them down at the table and took a seat, watchinng Raz with a smile.
"you're staring again~" he said without looking at Ethan, focused on not burning the pancake
"How can I not? Have you looked in the mirror recently?" Ethan replied with a grin.
He couldn't help but crack a smile "I have in fact. I think I look the same as everyday, but you might see something different."
Ethan grinned. "I see my beautiful baby boy." He looked at him lovingly vefore starting to eat breakfast.
He rolled his eyes and blushed, sitting down across from Ethan and reaching for the syrup. He felt his phone ring again with a message and passed it to him "feel like ranting?"
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