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Started May 18, 2019 by Deleted user

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”How…” He swallowed and felt suddenly nervous again. ”How do we do… with the bed? For tonight, I mean.”

Zach shrugged, blushing a little. “Whatever you want. I can, um, leave if you want me to.”

”No, stay,” Felix said quickly. ”We can… we can controll ourselves, can’t we? Are you okay with, um, sharing it?”

"Yeah." Zach shifted his weight. "I'm fine with that."

Felix smiled nervously. He couldn’t believe that this was actually happening. ”Okay. Great. I mean, it’s fine. I’ts okay. It’s… no, actually, it is great.”

Zach giggled softly. "You seem a little nervous."

Felix quickly looked up at him, his eyes staring a bit too much. ”What? No! I’m not nervous. You’re nervous! Oh fuck, sorry… No, wait, I didn’t mean fuck! Or yeah, well, I meant fuck but not in that way. Or technically I did since they basicly are the same word with the same meaning…” Suddenly he stopped. ”I’m just blabbering, aren’t I?”

Zach tilted his head and smiled. "It's cute, don't worry."

”No, it’s not.” Felix hid his face in his hands. ”I’m annoying. That’s why people don’t like me. You shouldn’t like me either. Why do you even like me?” Suddenly all of his confidence was gone, and left was a bunch of self-doubt and nerves.

Zach leaned over to hug him gently. "Well, let's see here. You're very pretty, very kind, very interesting, very snarky, and some other things that I can't think of the name for." He looked down at Felix. "I'm going to like you whether you want me to or not, you know."

Felix slipped out a small, sad laugh. ”Do you really think that?”

"Of course. I may have only known you for around three days, but yep." Zach smiled softly at him. "You must be blind not to see all that."

Felix leaned his head against Zach’s shoulder. Somehow he had ended up almost sitting in his lap. How he could even deserve this perfect human being was not understandable to him. Especially with his own secret. But he couldn’t tell him about that. ”Thank you, Zach. I really mean it. And… can I confess something as well?”

Zach blushed a little at Felix's thanks, keeping his arms around him. "Of course."

Felix slowly leaned in, placing a soft and sensual kiss on his neck. ”You are probably the most amazing person I have ever met.” He pulled the neckline of Zach’s shirt a bit further down his arm and kissed the shoulder as well. ”Somehow, you make me feel like things doesn’t suck as much as they really do.” A hand through Zach’s hair, the other on his back, a little further in under the shirt than it probably should. ”If I hadn’t met you, I would probably be home by now, running straight back to my parents. I would have turned back directly after breakfast yesterday.” He knew that it was a couple of big and important confessions to make. Especially this early in their relationship. Heck, he didn’t even know if what they were doing actually was a relationship. But, he figured, sometimes you had to risk it all to win.

"Really?" Zach's eyes grew wide. "I mean…I can't possibly be the most amazing person you've ever met. I mean, really. Am I that great?" Zach looked down at Felix, blushing a little from his touch.

Felix nodded. ”You are. You make me feel like I am more than just a wreck. That’s something no one else has ever managed to do before. I’m sorry if I’m too fast forward, but it’s the truth.”

"It's really not." Zach responded quietly, gazing down at Felix. He couldn't explain it - but right here, right now, Felix looked absolutely beautiful.

”But it is.” Felix tilted his head and smiled shyly.

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"Jesus Christ. You're beautiful," Zach told him, again leaning down to press a kiss to his lips, his arms still wrapped around Felix's body.

”Thank you very much, Wolfie Boy.” He giggled.

“You’re welcome.” He responded, smiling shyly as a wolfish murr escaped him.
(A murr is basically a purr but dog)