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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Oml my mum always uses that method and its annoying af.

My beautiful boyfriend is in Pennsylvania all weekend, and I haven’t seen him since Thursday morning. I miss him so much. And I know it’s only the weekend, but it just feels so much longer because he left Thursday afternoon, wasn’t at school Friday, and his flight gets back at like 10 pm Sunday night, then it takes an hour from the airport to his house, so that’s like 11pm, probably closer to 12, so he might not even go to school Monday just so he can get some rest. I totally, understand that, and I’m not like mad or anything, I’m just really sad because I miss him so, so much and I just want to hug him forever and ever and sit with him and talk with him and spend actual time with him. We have only been able to video call late at night for like an hour or two and the WiFi has been pretty weak. Plus school is ending next month, so that’s even less time to spend together since we won’t be at school together. I want to make a bunch of summer plans with him, like, I want almost my whole summer booked up with he and I doing stuff together. I want to see him and hold him. I want to be near him and spend time with him. I just miss him so much now, and I miss him for the summer too.

My beautiful boyfriend is in Pennsylvania all weekend, and I haven’t seen him since Thursday morning. I miss him so much. And I know it’s only the weekend, but it just feels so much longer because he left Thursday afternoon, wasn’t at school Friday, and his flight gets back at like 10 pm Sunday night, then it takes an hour from the airport to his house, so that’s like 11pm, probably closer to 12, so he might not even go to school Monday just so he can get some rest. I totally, understand that, and I’m not like mad or anything, I’m just really sad because I miss him so, so much and I just want to hug him forever and ever and sit with him and talk with him and spend actual time with him. We have only been able to video call late at night for like an hour or two and the WiFi has been pretty weak. Plus school is ending next month, so that’s even less time to spend together since we won’t be at school together. I want to make a bunch of summer plans with him, like, I want almost my whole summer booked up with he and I doing stuff together. I want to see him and hold him. I want to be near him and spend time with him. I just miss him so much now, and I miss him for the summer too.

the love of my life lives on the other side of the continent and he's coming back from a 2-week wifiless vacation on monday and i too miss him so goddamn much and imlov him

so i really stan this man i hope u guys get to talk on tuesday and hug and stuff

My beautiful boyfriend is in Pennsylvania all weekend, and I haven’t seen him since Thursday morning. I miss him so much. And I know it’s only the weekend, but it just feels so much longer because he left Thursday afternoon, wasn’t at school Friday, and his flight gets back at like 10 pm Sunday night, then it takes an hour from the airport to his house, so that’s like 11pm, probably closer to 12, so he might not even go to school Monday just so he can get some rest. I totally, understand that, and I’m not like mad or anything, I’m just really sad because I miss him so, so much and I just want to hug him forever and ever and sit with him and talk with him and spend actual time with him. We have only been able to video call late at night for like an hour or two and the WiFi has been pretty weak. Plus school is ending next month, so that’s even less time to spend together since we won’t be at school together. I want to make a bunch of summer plans with him, like, I want almost my whole summer booked up with he and I doing stuff together. I want to see him and hold him. I want to be near him and spend time with him. I just miss him so much now, and I miss him for the summer too.

the love of my life lives on the other side of the continent and he's coming back from a 2-week wifiless vacation on monday and i too miss him so goddamn much and imlov him

so i really stan this man i hope u guys get to talk on tuesday and hug and stuff

Me too. My love language is partly quality time, so I’m just aching to be near him and spend some good, one-on-one, real time with him.

so i really stan this man i hope u guys get to talk on tuesday and hug and stuff

Me too. My love language is partly quality time, so I’m just aching to be near him and spend some good, one-on-one, real time with him.

oof yes. i'm more physically and verbally affectionate so i can't w a i t until we get to meet next year in the summer and i get to hug him and kiss him and slow dance w him to our song i fdbhht
i'm glad u know him irl

so i really stan this man i hope u guys get to talk on tuesday and hug and stuff

Me too. My love language is partly quality time, so I’m just aching to be near him and spend some good, one-on-one, real time with him.

oof yes. i'm more physically and verbally affectionate so i can't w a i t until we get to meet next year in the summer and i get to hug him and kiss him and slow dance w him to our song i fdbhht
i'm glad u know him irl

Thank you, I am too. I hope you guys have a wonderful time when you get together face to face

so i really stan this man i hope u guys get to talk on tuesday and hug and stuff

Me too. My love language is partly quality time, so I’m just aching to be near him and spend some good, one-on-one, real time with him.

oof yes. i'm more physically and verbally affectionate so i can't w a i t until we get to meet next year in the summer and i get to hug him and kiss him and slow dance w him to our song i fdbhht
i'm glad u know him irl

Thank you, I am too. I hope you guys have a wonderful time when you get together face to face

:)))

Its not bothersome

so i ended up not self-harming yesterday. thank you for listening guys

Agh… I'm not sure what to do. One of my internet friends is acting extremely suspicious again, this time they seem to be lying about an incredibly serious problem (As usual…) to gain pity from others and I'm honestly not sure if I can trust them anymore.
I feel like such a jerk because it's a sensitive topic and I'm basically accusing them of making everything up, but it's still somewhat worrying… How many other things have they lied to me about?

So… Does anyone have any advice on how to properly confront them? I still really care about this person and I don't want to hurt their feelings even more just because I'm a little skeptical of their problems…

Its not bothersome

so i ended up not self-harming yesterday. thank you for listening guys

That's good. I'm sorry that you have to go through that and that I wasn't here for you, but it seems like everyone else took good care of you.

Agh… I'm not sure what to do. One of my internet friends is acting extremely suspicious again, this time they seem to be lying about an incredibly serious problem (As usual…) to gain pity from others and I'm honestly not sure if I can trust them anymore.
I feel like such a jerk because it's a sensitive topic and I'm basically accusing them of making everything up, but it's still somewhat worrying… How many other things have they lied to me about?

So… Does anyone have any advice on how to properly confront them? I still really care about this person and I don't want to hurt their feelings even more just because I'm a little skeptical of their problems…

This might be hard for you and I understand, but they might not be who they say they are. Take it slow and don't anger them. I value your safety more than anything, so be cautious with them.

Agh… I'm not sure what to do. One of my internet friends is acting extremely suspicious again, this time they seem to be lying about an incredibly serious problem (As usual…) to gain pity from others and I'm honestly not sure if I can trust them anymore.
I feel like such a jerk because it's a sensitive topic and I'm basically accusing them of making everything up, but it's still somewhat worrying… How many other things have they lied to me about?

So… Does anyone have any advice on how to properly confront them? I still really care about this person and I don't want to hurt their feelings even more just because I'm a little skeptical of their problems…

This might be hard for you and I understand, but they might not be who they say they are. Take it slow and don't anger them. I value your safety more than anything, so be cautious with them.

Okay, I'll try that… Thank you.

Its not bothersome

so i ended up not self-harming yesterday. thank you for listening guys

That's good. I'm sorry that you have to go through that and that I wasn't here for you, but it seems like everyone else took good care of you.

it's perfectly alright, and thank you.

man i wish these boys didn't automatically dislike me. can they instinctively sense i'm gay??? do they just dislike that i don't let them throw slurs around??? we'll never know

Sounds annoying

UPDATE ABOUT MY GAY RANT: If you were there to see it, you know how I just recently got my lovely girlfriend and how my friend (E) was jealous because she likes me. Welp….ofc she had to start some drama today that pissed me off. Me and my girlfriend were sitting together in resource (study hall) and E just randomly walked up to us and started bitching. I of course wanted to know the problem and she just pointed at my sweet girlfriend. E went on about how my girlfriend tore us apart and blah blah blah, how she loves me blah blah blah. She even had to put the guts on my girlfriend and try to threaten her. I got in a fistfight with her and if it weren't for my friend it would have been very ugly. I'm just really worried for my girlfriends safety and don't know what to do right now. (Im accepting any advice given)

UPDATE ABOUT MY GAY RANT: If you were there to see it, you know how I just recently got my lovely girlfriend and how my friend (E) was jealous because she likes me. Welp….ofc she had to start some drama today that pissed me off. Me and my girlfriend were sitting together in resource (study hall) and E just randomly walked up to us and started bitching. I of course wanted to know the problem and she just pointed at my sweet girlfriend. E went on about how my girlfriend tore us apart and blah blah blah, how she loves me blah blah blah. She even had to put the guts on my girlfriend and try to threaten her. I got in a fistfight with her and if it weren't for my friend it would have been very ugly. I'm just really worried for my girlfriends safety and don't know what to do right now. (Im accepting any advice given)

Well what it sounds like you need to do is talk to any Administrators at your school about this problem. Threatening a student is a punishable offense. Talk to your teachers in any class you or your girlfriend have with E. Ask them to move you far away from E. Ask to switch classes if need be. Speak with the teacher who runs the room you two got in a fight. Maybe they'll be able to help prevent it in the future.

Now, what you can do yourself is either:
a) figure out how to get through to E
Or
b) cut E out of your life like the toxic weed that she is

UPDATE ABOUT MY GAY RANT: If you were there to see it, you know how I just recently got my lovely girlfriend and how my friend (E) was jealous because she likes me. Welp….ofc she had to start some drama today that pissed me off. Me and my girlfriend were sitting together in resource (study hall) and E just randomly walked up to us and started bitching. I of course wanted to know the problem and she just pointed at my sweet girlfriend. E went on about how my girlfriend tore us apart and blah blah blah, how she loves me blah blah blah. She even had to put the guts on my girlfriend and try to threaten her. I got in a fistfight with her and if it weren't for my friend it would have been very ugly. I'm just really worried for my girlfriends safety and don't know what to do right now. (Im accepting any advice given)

Oh Shit
the Red person before me is right. the safety of your girlfriend has been directly threatened and that's unacceptable. you need to bring some kind of authority into this.

i've technically been having a good day (my julian wrote me a poem and he called me "my dear" multiple times and i Died it was wonderful) but i still feel shitty and i really don't know why and i just. Hn why do i feel so shittyyyyy. i mean i'm in shark week but i don't know if that has anything to do w it

UPDATE ABOUT MY GAY RANT: If you were there to see it, you know how I just recently got my lovely girlfriend and how my friend (E) was jealous because she likes me. Welp….ofc she had to start some drama today that pissed me off. Me and my girlfriend were sitting together in resource (study hall) and E just randomly walked up to us and started bitching. I of course wanted to know the problem and she just pointed at my sweet girlfriend. E went on about how my girlfriend tore us apart and blah blah blah, how she loves me blah blah blah. She even had to put the guts on my girlfriend and try to threaten her. I got in a fistfight with her and if it weren't for my friend it would have been very ugly. I'm just really worried for my girlfriends safety and don't know what to do right now. (Im accepting any advice given)

Well what it sounds like you need to do is talk to any Administrators at your school about this problem. Threatening a student is a punishable offense. Talk to your teachers in any class you or your girlfriend have with E. Ask them to move you far away from E. Ask to switch classes if need be. Speak with the teacher who runs the room you two got in a fight. Maybe they'll be able to help prevent it in the future.

Now, what you can do yourself is either:
a) figure out how to get through to E
Or
b) cut E out of your life like the toxic weed that she is

Thank you very much. This problem has become very bothersome and very badly affecting me and my girlfriend. Hopefully i'll be able to get it solved soon enough without any further conflict with E. -.-

i keep getting random stretch marks and i do try to exercise and moisturize and stuff but they still show up and i'm kind of annoyed.

i keep getting random stretch marks and i do try to exercise and moisturize and stuff but they still show up and i'm kind of annoyed.

What's your body type?
What is your diet like?
Showering habits?

i keep getting random stretch marks and i do try to exercise and moisturize and stuff but they still show up and i'm kind of annoyed.

What's your body type?
What is your diet like?
Showering habits?

i'm afab(assigned female at birth) and im p skinny overall but my butt and thighs are a little bigger, not in very high contrast with the rest tho
i mostly eat healthy homemade stuff but i sometimes forget abt raw fruits and veggies
i was my hair every other day so i just shower then

(edit, i forgot to add i'm 5'5 and 132 ish pounds

I have random stretch marks. I don't think they're a bad thing, they just look weird…

I have random stretch marks. I don't think they're a bad thing, they just look weird…

no, i don't think they're like bad or anything, it's just my mom's been drilling it into my head since i was 12 that i needed to like moisturize and do everything necessary to get rid of and prevent stretch marks, because "you'll thank me when you don't look like shit when you're older"
so now when i see them i'm like Oh No

i keep getting random stretch marks and i do try to exercise and moisturize and stuff but they still show up and i'm kind of annoyed.

What's your body type?
What is your diet like?
Showering habits?

i'm afab(assigned female at birth) and im p skinny overall but my butt and thighs are a little bigger, not in very high contrast with the rest tho
i mostly eat healthy homemade stuff but i sometimes forget abt raw fruits and veggies
i was my hair every other day so i just shower then

(edit, i forgot to add i'm 5'5 and 132 ish pounds

OK. Idk then

i keep getting random stretch marks and i do try to exercise and moisturize and stuff but they still show up and i'm kind of annoyed.

What's your body type?
What is your diet like?
Showering habits?

i'm afab(assigned female at birth) and im p skinny overall but my butt and thighs are a little bigger, not in very high contrast with the rest tho
i mostly eat healthy homemade stuff but i sometimes forget abt raw fruits and veggies
i was my hair every other day so i just shower then

(edit, i forgot to add i'm 5'5 and 132 ish pounds

OK. Idk then

lmao that's alright. thanks for taking the time to think about it though. might just be that i'm still a teen? idk

Stretch marks aren't bad at all. It's really common in female teens as they grow. My friend has a bunch on her thighs and arms and she's a really tall, heavy girl. I have some on my breasts. It's a sign of growth.

(new rant ewjhbfrehkg sorry y'all)

anyway my parents have been arguing abt a stupid phone bill for about an hour and i can't leave the room so i turned my music up and it happened to be an 80's rock song and i feel like i'm in a badly staged movie cbddntesgfnxch

I am a terrible excuse for a human being.