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Started January 17, 2019 by @The-N-U-T-Cracker

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Ok may I swear?

I'm not one to give permission, but you can in moderation.

Ugh gym class sucks

I'd like it if it weren't all about who's popular and good at sports. For me it's just playing sports with a ton of people who hate me. It really does suck.

Ok may I swear?

Yep, but don’t tell anyone I said that.

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Ok
So in gym class (I'm not going to talk school wide because that would take too long)
There are the bitches(ask if something is valid every turn), the peppy girls, they guys who are actually good at sports, the nerds, people who don't even try at this point, people who say they are good when they aren't, people who are just done with everything, and the people who are injured but still participate.
I hate most of the people.

Pro tip: during dodgeball, hide in the back until a decent amount of your teammates are out, then "accidentally" get hit. If dumb enough (they probably are), your classmates will think you are better than you really are, and you might not get picked last. Or just dive dramatically in front of the good people went they're about to get hit, like a sacrifice. Or ask someone to hit you if you don't care about being picked last and being bad. I don't have anything on how to actually deal with the people though. Or anything that's not about dodgeball.

Can I rant about fan entitlement?
Nevermind, I'm gonna anyways.
I fucking hate it when fans are like 'this better happen, we deserve it to' like no? You don't? It's up to the creator what will happen, not to you? I see it from plot points to ships and stuff and it's so annoying.
'We deserve an Obi-Wan movie!' Bitch, you don't, and we know you'd whine about that too.
You literally don't deserve anything, if the movie you chose to watch didn't go the way you wanted, no one gives a shit, stop whining about it. All you're doing is spreading negativity.

Pro tip: during dodgeball, hide in the back until a decent amount of your teammates are out, then "accidentally" get hit. If dumb enough (they probably are), your classmates will think you are better than you really are, and you might not get picked last. Or just dive dramatically in front of the good people went they're about to get hit, like a sacrifice. Or ask someone to hit you if you don't care about being picked last and being bad. I don't have anything on how to actually deal with the people though. Or anything that's not about dodgeball.

Good tip!

Yeah, I still get picked last no matter what. I dodge but can't throw. I have even survived to the end of the game once…

I always get picked last. Not because I'm bad at it, but because I'm very unpopular. People hate me.

Same

It's fine though.

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

oof

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

I call that invisibility. Because nobody throws to me at all also.

If anyone knows about the guy that told me to leave him alone a couple months ago, this is about that. Anyway, he stresses me out. Being around him stresses me out, crossing paths stresses me out and especially making eye contact s t r e s s e s me out. My bf and him are friends and they’ve been talking ig and my bf told me that this guy wants to smooth things over, but I’m like still scared. Things have been pretty okay, but I can’t shake that doubt. I can’t let go of the hurt and the fear. So idk. That’s all ig. Is it like okay to want him to know what all happened to me on my end that he likely doesn’t know because he wasn’t around to see it? Because I want him to know how his actions affected me. And I want to know what about the things that I said that lead him to those actions, so I can explain myself, hopefully. But do I want to be friends again? No. Not really. I will never be able to forget this and I will always be afraid that it will happen again, not exactly, but similarly. And I don’t know if I can handle that.

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

I call that invisibility. Because nobody throws to me at all also.

You all may wish to be seen but I wish I were invisible.

If anyone knows about the guy that told me to leave him alone a couple months ago, this is about that. Anyway, he stresses me out. Being around him stresses me out, crossing paths stresses me out and especially making eye contact s t r e s s e s me out. My bf and him are friends and they’ve been talking ig and my bf told me that this guy wants to smooth things over, but I’m like still scared. Things have been pretty okay, but I can’t shake that doubt. I can’t let go of the hurt and the fear. So idk. That’s all ig. Is it like okay to want him to know what all happened to me on my end that he likely doesn’t know because he wasn’t around to see it? Because I want him to know how his actions affected me. And I want to know what about the things that I said that lead him to those actions, so I can explain myself, hopefully. But do I want to be friends again? No. Not really. I will never be able to forget this and I will always be afraid that it will happen again, not exactly, but similarly. And I don’t know if I can handle that.

You shouldn't be friends with someone you don't want to be friends with. You shouldn't have to deal with this. I'm sorry.

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

I call that invisibility. Because nobody throws to me at all also.

You all may wish to be seen but I wish I were invisible.

Ah, no I'm perfectly happy being invisible

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

I call that invisibility. Because nobody throws to me at all also.

You all may wish to be seen but I wish I were invisible.

Ah, no I'm perfectly happy being invisible

Um same. I rather love the perks of it.

Not a vent but I just wrote a really intense 'The Reason You Suck' speech for one of my stories!

Nice.

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

I call that invisibility. Because nobody throws to me at all also.

You all may wish to be seen but I wish I were invisible.

Ah, no I'm perfectly happy being invisible

Um same. I rather love the perks of it.

I wish I were invisible during games….

No one ever bothered to throw anything at me….

I call that invisibility. Because nobody throws to me at all also.

You all may wish to be seen but I wish I were invisible.

Ah, no I'm perfectly happy being invisible

Um same. I rather love the perks of it.

I wish I were invisible during games….

I just wish I were invisible most of the time though. Just at school.

Ok, I need to vent here, sorry if this bothers you guys.
So lately I have been kinda actually talking to people more and getting to know people more. I've actually found some people who have a lot of things in common with me. That's great right? Why the need to vent here? That's actually really great isn't it? WELL, apparently I was wrong when I thought it was great. There's this one guy who I started talking to, let's call him J. Me and J can have normal conversations and can get along really well, well could get along. For a little while we kept forgetting each other's names because we both have the worst memories ever. So finally when he remembered my name, I thought that was good. WRONG. At my school we have to wait in the gym until the bell rings, when it rings we walk to our grades house. Well the bell had rung and me and my friends were walking in the hall being quiet, minding our own business. Well, all of a sudden I heard someone yell my name followed by "is an emo!" I automatically knew it was me since I am literally the only emo in my school. So I ignored it because I know it's true and I could care less someone was pointing out the obvious. They kept calling it out and I turned around to see that it was J, and his friend, let's call him T. They kept repeating it and it was really annoying, but I kept ignoring them. When we made it to our grades house they called out something that went so over the lines. "Hey emo! Do you cut your wrists?" Do I cut my wrists? Hahaha im uncomfortable now. So naturally I felt betrayed. I haven't talked to J in two weeks, but over those two weeks T has been screaming 'emo' at me everytime he sees me. The other day that fucker (i'm sorry if that offends you) called me a frigging gay faggot. Yes, that's right, a gay faggot. (Sorry if that also offends you) So I told the principal, AND HE HAS DONE NOTHING YET. IT'S PISSING ME OFF NOW. Sooo ye, that's my vent.

I'm sorry that was so long, I really needed to vent here.

Keep reporting it to the principal if you have to. Or your counselor? Or someone of that nature. That's pretty homophobic.

This is the only thing keeping me alive

Keep reporting it to the principal if you have to. Or your counselor? Or someone of that nature. That's pretty homophobic.

I have talked to my counselor, and she just said to me "Boys will be boys, i'm sure your fine." Uhh like excuse me? Put yourself in my shoes hunny, it doesn't look fine to me.

Usually of you get a parent involved, they'll do something. Then again, you run the risk of being made fun of for telling your parents and the principal STILL not doing anything. Principals are the worst. dramatically pushes hugs at you because I'm a drama queen <3