(AHAHA I LOVE SARCASM IN WRITING XD)
“They’re all my brother’s clothes.” He admitted, grinning from ear to ear. It was the first life he had shown that morning. “I steal his stuff. They’re comfy.” He let out a weak purr, resting his eyes. “I know I’m underweight. I don’t get much food. Er… well, I forget to eat.” Lighter’s expression softened. He really did love this boy. How could he have thought of just letting him go? It shot a pang of regret through his heart. “Don’t say that. I love you too much to dispose.”
(Lmaoooo)
Jake straightens up when he was sure that he had a firm grip on Lighter and he wasn't just gonna fall off when he stood. "No wonder they fit so big, you need to find your own clothes. You gotta have style, you feel?" Jake walks out the door and closes it behind him. "What person forgets to eat?! There are lots of yummy foods out there and you gotta try them all or your gonna miss out" Jake said as he walked down the stairs and out. He side smiled a bit at what Lighter said last. "How adorable~ look at the guy show his colors~ a complete sweetheart~" They walked in silence for a few minutes before Jake asked: "Oh and by the way, what's your favorite color?"
“Mm, what style? Skinny jeans and revealing shirts?” He asked with a laugh, kissing the top of his head. “I don’t have a style.” He added soon after. “I forget to eat. I’m a little spacey sometimes.” He admitted. He was actually just too stressed all the time to eat.
“Shut uuuupp~~” He whined at Jake’s compliment, blushing and hiding his face in the crook of Jake’s neck. The question confused him. “I like neutral colors. Like gray. But I really like the color red.”
"No, a school girl outfit" he snickered, then blushed a bit at Lighter's affection. "Well, you desperately need one" he says softly as they neared the store. Jake chuckled a bit. "Don't worry, that's about to change. I'll feed you from now on so that you won't forget"
Jake laughed at the flustered guy. "Alright, alright, and red? Like red lipstick?" He thought about this for a minute. "Alright, yeah, we could do that" he said, not explaining anything afterwards.
“Thank you Jake. I’ll be fed and given a new style, but no school girl outfits. I refuse.” He replied, laughing softly. He adjusted his arms a bit, the unbandaged burn starting to rub and flake. It hurt like hell.
“What?” He tapped Jake’s head. “What are you talking about? What are you planning?”
Jake nodded in agreement to Lighter then laughed when he denied the school girl outfit. "Damn it, so close" he chuckled. Then entered the store, with their conversation the time had flew by.
Jake laughed devilishly. "You mean what am I scheming" he walked around the store, looking at interesting things he could buy for Lighter but soon gave up as he didn't know what Lighter liked. He went to the pharmacy section so that Lighter could grab some pain killers and so that he could get those bandages for Lighter.
“You’ll never see me in one of those.” He winked, closing his eyes once more. “I do t trust that look.” He mumbled. As they wandered around the store, he yawned and let Jake do most of the shopping, only stopping him to grab the painkillers that worked best for him. “I’m still tired. I want to go to bed. But I want food.” He pouted. “Jaaakee, I don’t wanna do stuff~” He tugged on his lover’s sleeve, asking to get down. “I wanna curl up with you instead~ I want to say sorry for everything.”
Jake smiled at Lighter talk while he collected some things. Then set Lighter down when he tugged on his sleeve. "We'll leave as soon as I get the last thing I need, I promise. And what would you like to eat? Hungry for anything in particular?" He stopped midway of getting the bandages. "You don't have to apologize for anything…I understand where you were coming from…I probably would have done the same given the situation…" he looks at Lighter and gives him a quick kiss.
“I want a soup or something. That sounds good.” He mumbled, wishing for a stove. He hummed at Jake’s kiss and words, giving him a light hug. “I love you, Jake… you’re too good for me.” He teased, stealing another kiss.
“I love you so much it hurts.” He glanced at his burns. “Mm, some of it is my arms, but it definitely is mostly you, my amazing boyfriend. Thank you for saving me from myself.”
"Soup it is then~ I'll try and see if I can make some." Jake melted a little at Lighter's second kiss. "You might have a fever, you don't know what you're saying anymore" he said adding on to the tease as he smiled.
Jake blushed really hard at Lighter's compliment, then flashed a look of concern when Lighter said his arms hurted. "I-I'll get that fixed in a bit so bear with me…! And…your welcome, I'll come and save you as much times as you need, you don't have to be scared anymore…"
After that, Jake went to get a few more stuff. There were a lot of bags by the end of the shopping and some were quite heavy. He glances at Lighter. "Ready to go?"
“Mm Thank you. And no, I don’t have a fever.” He replied simply, smiling softly. The concern across his lover’s face made him regret even saying something in the first place. He laughed nervously. “It’s alright, it doesn’t hurt as bad as you’d think. Though I do appreciate you saying that, babe. It makes me feel safe and happy.”
Lighter tugged at a few of the bags in Jake’s hands. “Let me carry some.” He demanded, pulling Jake closer to him. He enjoyed having his warmth close
Jake narrows his eyes. "Mhm, yeah right, like a fresh wound doesn't hurt" He then smiles at Lighter. "Glad to be of assistance~" He enjoyed watching Lighter regain a bit of himself. It's like he was almost happy, that made Jake's heart swell proudly, but was interuppted by lighter asking to carry the bags. He hisses at him. "No way! Not with those burns!" But after a while he gives Lighter three of their lightest bags, though, those were pretty heavy too. "Only because I'm afraid you'll start crying if I don't give you some bags."
“Only a little.” He whined. Heaughed softly at Jake, humming happily. Until he was hissed at. “Rude.”
Soon Lighter was carrying three bags, looking rather proud of himself. He stuck his tongue out at his lover. “I won’t start crying. Believe it or not but I used to never cry until I met you.”
Jake laughs, it's like Lighter had a warm spark that made him different than the others. It was something that Jake had never seen before but enjoyed it. "Looks like you found your weakness~" he mused, sticking his tongue out in return to Lighter's rebellious nature.
Soon they were back at Lighter's small place. Jake sat on the floor as he took the things he bought out if the bags. Chicken broth, a small pot, a small chicken, some vegetables, a portable burner that acted like a stove, a knife, a small cutting board, the bandages, more medical supplies to help Lighter out, red nail polish, a bowl, a spoon, two shirts, two jeans, a giant fluffy blanket, and some chocolates. Jakes laughs nervously. He had spent nearly 200 dollars on it all and only had 300 left. It wasn't that bad, he had been saving up all his life for his escape and this was as good as it got. Though, he regretted none of it, especially since life had finally cut him some slack and allowed him to be with Lighter. Jake looked like a little kid inspecting all his newly bought toys as he pondered what he was going to do next by placing a hand on his chin in a thinking position.
Once home, Lighter sat patiently at the couch, tilting his head at Jake’s purchases. He hummed softly, leaning forwards. “What’s with the nail polish?” He asked softly, a little suspicious already. He eyed the fluffy blanket however, knowing fully he was going to ‘borrow’ it at some point if he couldn’t get his hands on it. He loved fluffy things surprisingly.
“Mm, you didn’t have to buy so much. I could’ve helped out.” He pouted. Lighter had a lot of money from the gang. They gave him a share of the drug and gun trafficking they did. Sure it was bad but it paid good.
Jake laughed at how suspicious Lighter was. "The nail polish is for you~ I'm gonna paint your nails red." He declares and nods at himself as if that was the best thing he did in his life with a huge smile on his face. Jake grabs the bandages and some of the medical supplies and sits beside Lighter. He finishes up rubbing the cream on his arm and wraps it up. "There, it should start feeling better in a bit" He gets up and grabs the blanket he bought, taking it out of the small strip of cardboard it was in. Then wraps it around Lighter, also shoving the chocolates in his lap in the process. "Here, I got you a blanket since all the sheets on your bed are thin…and some chocolates~" He smiles warmly then turns back around and starts gathering the ingredients for the soup he was going to make. "Don't worry about it~ I wanted to get some stuff for you. The soup might take a while, so you're gonna have to wait a bit longer…"
“Me?!” He blinked in surprise, tilting his head. As a respectable gang member, that was a no. But then again, he kinda wanted to try it. “I’ve never had my nails painted…” he murmured as Jake worked on his arm.
Once Jake finished, he flexed his fingers, sighing in relief. “Thank you. I hope it starts to feel better.” You still deserve this pain, you- He shook the thought away but wasn’t given much time to think about thanks to Jake. He gasped as the blanket was wrapped around him and the chocolates were placed in his lap. Lighter, being the child he was, pulled the blanket over his head and held the chocolates close, only allowing his face to be seen.
He really tried to figure out what was going on. Nobody had ever shown him this much attention or love. “What are you…?” He started, but fell silent as Jake spoke again. “It’s ok. I can wait for soup…” he mumbled, still confused. He shifted awkwardly. “What are the chocolates for?”
Jake grinned at Lighter's surprised expression. "Yep, you~ And there's always a first time for everything~ I, personally, love painting my nails, I think it looks cool," He said giving a nonchalant shrug as he finished up with Lighter's arm. "Th chocolates are to eat Lighter, they're for you….think of it as a form of affection or something….an apology…" He mumbled at the end, barely audible. "Besides, you deserve something nice, chocolates are really good. They taste sweet, like you" He said casually as he went to work on the soup Lighter wanted. After he had gotten everything chopped up he threw it in the small pot and went to move on with the chicken. He opened the cans of chicken broth and poured them in the pot as well as the chicken. He set the pot on the mini stove, connecting the cable to an outlet, letting it heat. Then went to sit back down with Lighter, he seemed really excited to "cook" something in a long time. "So how are you feeling?"
Lighter tilted his head, puffing his cheeks out in a small protest. “You’re going to paint a gang members nails?” He asked, suddenly bursting into laughter. “Fine, I’ll let you do it. I want to try it.”
Lighter glanced at the chocolates biting his lip. He blushed at Jake’s compliment, humming happily. “Thank you. I accept your apology.” He purred, opening them up and popping one into his mouth. He offered Jake one before turning into a human caterpillar by wrapping himself up in the blankets. “I’m not that sweet.” He sheepishly replied.”
The second that Jake had sat down next to him, Lighter wrapped his arms - and the blanket - around him from behind, kissing Jake’s cheek and neck lovingly. “I feel better now. Thank you Jake.”
Jake turned a bit red and looks away. "Well when you say it like that…" he glances at Lighter, a small smile on his face when he accepted. "Alright~"
Jake takes the chocolate offered to him and eats it. He laughs at Lighter turning himself into a burrito. "Yeah, you keep saying that but I beg to differ~"
In that second that Lighter wrapped his arm along with the blanket around Jake, he leaned his head on Lighter's and blushed at his kiss. "Well, I'm glad you're doing better. It's no problem, really…" as soon as he finished his words he kissed Lighter properly, his lip piercings brushing against Lighter's lips. Jake hadn't kissed Lighter nearly enough times as he wanted to.
Lighter watches with a soft smile and a bright affection for the other male. As long as Jake was happy, Lighter would be happy. He had decided that then and there. “You beg to differ~?”
Lighter watched him with a sly grin, it was a big thing for him. Just as he was about to reply, Jake’s lips met his. He purred, melting into his lover. He couldn’t help but to whine at the sensation of cold metal against his lip.
Jake smiled widely. "Yeah, you're the sweetest person I know. I'm only stating the facts~" he looked away, rubbed the back of his neck, a bit shy to say stuff like that out loud, but this was Lighter he was talking about, of course he'd say it out loud.
Jake slowly pulled Lighter closer to him, enjoying the taste of him and just as the previous, he took his time, slowly exploring Lighter's mouth. The whine that Lighter let out only enticed him to go further and deeper, losing himself in the sensation.
Lighter gave him a small thank you, purring at the shy state of his lover. This boy was too perfect.
Just as he had before, Lighter let Jake take the lead, finding himself suddenly lost in the taste and scent of the other male. Very slowly he pulled Jake on top of him, falling to his back.
Jake followed Lighter down to the bed, never breaking the contact with him. He kissed a bit more hungrily than before. After he got a few more kisses in he trails down Lighter's neck, enveloping in the moment's atmosphere of passion. He was careful this time not to bite so hard as the last time since he knew that lighter had enough pain for one day.
Lighter let out another soft whine as the first kiss on his neck was placed. He gasped softly, slipping his hands up Jake’s shirt and tilting his head back in ecstasy. “G-god, Jake…” Breathed the male, attempting to get a grib on his slowly slipping mind.
(Oof sorry for leaving for so long. I was thinking on what to say but I had to do stuff yesterday and I forgot lol. I kinda freaked out since I didn't know what to say lmao. I've got tons of experience with scenes like these, I just get shy when I'm rping with other people and completely lose the ability to function and generate coherent sentences)
Jake smirked at the reaction he got from Lighter. Jake began to slip his hand under Lighter's shirt as well but stopped, knowing that Lighter wasn't in good condition yet. He mentally slapped himself, he really couldn't keep his hands to himself for once. So with that, he had to make do with what he could do with Lighter. After a while he stopped and layed down beside Lighter. "Sorry…" he muttered. He wanted to get a bit more physical but he wasn't about to ask of Lighter to do that. "I forget that you're still hurting from…that" he said, emphasizing 'that', not wanting to say the cause of the wounds.
(Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. You’re like me but from a different state. XD don’t worry about it, I say take as much time as you need off or to do something. I don’t judge!)
Lighter flinched slightly, letting out a small gasp. He too, had momentarily forgotten about the wounds on his body. His hand found Jake’s wrist, gently squeezing it as he stopped. “Don’t worry too much about that.” He murmured, staring at his bandages arms. It was his own fault after all. “You didn’t hurt me.” He added, pressing a small kiss to Jake’s jaw. “I love you…”
(Lmaoooo and thanks man, I appreciate it~)
Jake smiled, a heartwarming aura radiating off of him. "Alright and thanks…." Jake giggled a bit when Lighter lightly kissed his jaw. "I love you too~" After a second of staring into Lighter's eyes, still mesmerized by them, he broke his gaze and averted his eyes. "Let me check up on the soup then I'll be back in bed with you, alright?" He said, getting up to check on the soup that he had somehow put together. He stirred it a bit, the steam rising as it boiled slowly. It would only be a few more minutes before it was completely cooked. Jake went back to sit on the bed beside Lighter. He seemed nervous for some reason as he fidgeted with the hem of his shirt- well, technically the shirt Lighter had given him. "So umm…I wanted to discuss a few things…" He said in a soft shy voice. This was the first time he had taken a relationship seriously after all. He just didn't want to mess things up. Lighter had said before that he wasn't willing to leave the gang he was in when Jake had suggested to run away. He wanted to work something out with Lighter. Jake wanted to take Lighter somewhere where there wasn't any danger threatening his life.
Lighter whined as Jake sat up, gently pulling at his shirt. “Be back quickly.” He demanded softly, trying to be as kind as he could while also being needy.
He watched Jake go, biting his lip. The blanket was drawn around him yet again, hiding his small, broken figure from Jake’s view. He shifted nervously until Jake returned.
The second Jake was on the bed, Lighter sat up, scooting closer to him. His lover’s words made him stop. He felt his anxiety spike. What was wrong? Did he do something wrong again? Did Jake have another priority? Lighter couldn’t stop his dark thoughts from spreading.
Jake glanced over at Lighter who had stopped getting closer to him as soon as the words left his mouth. To break a bit of the tension he wrapped an arm around Lighter and squished him into a gentle hug. "It's nothing bad, don't look so worried about it" He let out a soft chuckle. "I was just thinking that maybe we could move…away…from here." He said, pausing a few times, uncertain if he should even be considering this. "You know…to a better place, so we can umm…" his thoughts seemed to trip up. "Live together" His face flushed a bit red as he looked away, but quickly looked back at Lighter again, flustered. "But if you don't want to that's fine too! I mean, y-you might still want to stay here and that's perfectly fine! I understand that…I just want to go somewhere else…somewhere that's not here. A nice apartment….a bit of freedom….some peace" Jake starts to tear up a bit and buries his head into his hand, the one not wrapped around Lighter. "Umm but it's just a thought. I would like you to consider? Last time I said something about this you said no so I'm not sure if it's a grand idea or not. We still have stuff to worry about before that happens though…" He said referring to the gang Lighter was in.
