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@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Okay, so I kinda need to get this out.

Uh, I'm in a relationship that's a secret to everyone I know irl and I have good reason to believe that I have a secret admirer. This wouldn't be a problem if my mom did not like him and the idea of him being with me, and the possibility of her forcing me to date/court this dude while I've been dating someone else for seven months now…
I'm very stressed.
To anyone who can, please read this https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-chat/announcement-to-all-users-please-read

Oh no. You're mom shouldn't force you to date someone. That's mean.

Sadly, that may be what happens.

Yeah… I'm sorry.

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

I'm really sorry. To a certain extent I can understand you. Maybe you wishes you'd die, but rest assured that I'm really glad that you're alive.

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

I'm really sorry. To a certain extent I can understand you. Maybe you wishes you'd die, but rest assured that I'm really glad that you're alive.

Thank you.

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

I’ve seen a friend in a similar situation, being manipulated by her parents. I won’t say her name but she’s really special to me like all my friends are and I’m upset they treated her like that. I’m so sorry that you ever had to go through that… stay strong.

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

I’ve seen a friend in a similar situation, being manipulated by her parents. I won’t say her name but she’s really special to me like all my friends are and I’m upset they treated her like that. I’m so sorry that you ever had to go through that… stay strong.

I will, I will not just for me but for your friends. :)

Deleted user

See, I live in a home with very little free will. During the last year, my gaze has shifted from straight conservative/republican to polysexual libertarian. I grew up within poverty, I don't have any extended family, not much of a problem.
But my mother had it worse, and if we ever speak up about anything she makes sure we know. She's more of a ruler then a mother, forcing religion and strict lifestyles down our throats. A lot of parents do this, I'm not the only one. But she doesn't care for my opinions. I attempt to have debates with her, but it has been my greatest mistake.
I am a smartass, I know, but I do it for comedy.
She blows all my problems off, I attempted to open up to her about something I've been struggling with lately, but with one sentence she moved on.
When I was nine, she got sick and had a seizure. I overheard her saying how she wished she died, that she couldn't handle us, her children.
From then on out, I distanced myself from her, because from a young age I understood I had issues. I became the "perfect child" to ease her stress, to make her happy.
But I exposed myself to different views, I became open-minded, and she's now berating me for it.
She's a control freak, there's no doubt she'll force me into a relationship despite my pleads, saying "You need to get over it." and "You need this."

This was completely random but it was on my mind. :/

Holy fuck… that’s one of the most Toxic relationships I’ve heard of, I’m so sorry you’re going through this, honest…

No, it's fine. There was some exaggeration in there to get my point across. I'll get through this.

I’ve seen a friend in a similar situation, being manipulated by her parents. I won’t say her name but she’s really special to me like all my friends are and I’m upset they treated her like that. I’m so sorry that you ever had to go through that… stay strong.

I will, I will not just for me but for your friends. :)

Thank you. I hate seeing people in very bad situations, it’s painful to see it…

@MarDeColores this is not it kids

I am invisible.

Not to me! Unless you wanna be.

No, I don't want to. But just… at school. Like a ghost! It's fine, mostly. Until I actually want to talk to someone. Then it's just rubbish.

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I am invisible.

Not to me! Unless you wanna be.

No, I don't want to. But just… at school. Like a ghost! It's fine, mostly. Until I actually want to talk to someone. Then it's just rubbish.

Well, if you'd like, I'd be happy to be your internet friend.

Deleted user

I am invisible.

Lol I was in the 6th grade, if I wasn’t someone was making fun of my appearance like the dicks they are still very upset
those fuckers deserve to die, just because I don’t wear make up makes me automatically the worst person on the planet

@Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

I am invisible.

Lol I was in the 6th grade, if I wasn’t someone was making fun of my appearance like the dicks they are still very upset
those fuckers deserve to die, just because I don’t wear make up makes me automatically the worst person on the planet

Well I frankly think you personally adorable, and anyway who cares what a few overblown jackasses think? Not going to lie I kind of got roasted pretty hard back when I was younger, but I managed to laugh it off and enjoy the joke with everyone else.

@MarDeColores this is not it kids

I am invisible.

Is that bad? You see, I wish I were invisible, but sometimes people mean that in a bad way.

It's not all bad. Just when you want to talk to someone.

Deleted user

I am invisible.

Is that bad? You see, I wish I were invisible, but sometimes people mean that in a bad way.

It's not all bad. Just when you want to talk to someone.

Sometimes it’s good

@ravens

That's awful, Connie. hugs

and I love being invisible lol bc i can eavesdrop on people's conversations

@actual-fandom-trash

I don't mind being invisible especially since I'm used to it but then sometimes it makes me feel like no one ever notices me and when i need help, no one notices like on friday

Deleted user

I wish people wouldn't notice me.

Sometimes I wish some people did notice me to be honest. I’m basically ignored, and if not I’m either getting teased which I ignore most of the time and sometimes it makes me doubt myself even more or I’m talking to a friend. Drama sucks, I usually have no drama. I might be apart of it but no one seems to care… what are you going to spread? That I think Fortnite is trash and I never liked it, only when it had Thanos I was okay with it? Oh yeah I can see the triggered fanboys coming after me for not being a ‘true gamer’ To anyone who calls themselves a gamer when they only play one online free game, you aren’t. A gamer is someone who plays multiple, and at least tell people about it. Fortnite isn’t a real game to me, it’s just a cash grab with pointless updates.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I wish I could be noticed by people… But then again I’d probably embarrass myself. I just wish every day wasn’t so pancaking repetitive here…

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