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@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Ugh… I’m not having a good day… What happened that makes today so awful? I don’t know, I’ve just been hit with this ocean wave of sadness and self-hatred… I cried myself to sleep last night and I can’t figure out why, all the negative comments I’ve ever gotten just came flying back at me. I haven’t even gotten out of bed yet and I’m already dreading today, I don’t want to move, I don’t want to socialize, I don’t want to exist, everything’s just awful right now and I can’t figure out where it’s all coming from…

Update: I had some chocolate and felt better for a while, but now I'm back to this awful state of sadness and I still can't figure out where it's coming from

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So now you can compare that garbage Sonic one to something actually written by a 6-year-old!

That fanfiction of Sonic was still worse. Yours isn’t terrible, I’ve seen extremely worse things.

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

Okay, so, um, I just heard about rejection sensitive dysphoria which is a thing that apparently people with adhd experience on occasion and it’s like those irrational thoughts that just bc a situation is bad to me, it’s bad because of me and at me on purpose, from my understanding. And like, I have adhd. And I do think like that. A lot. So……..idk bc im not a professional, but like……………………….

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

So now you can compare that garbage Sonic one to something actually written by a 6-year-old!

That fanfiction of Sonic was still worse. Yours isn’t terrible, I’ve seen extremely worse things.

It can't have been that bad… Nothing gets worse than 6 year old me writing about Pinkie Pie as an OP superhero, Right? Right…?

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Okay, so, um, I just heard about rejection sensitive dysphoria which is a thing that apparently people with adhd experience on occasion and it’s like those irrational thoughts that just bc a situation is bad to me, it’s bad because of me and at me on purpose, from my understanding. And like, I have adhd. And I do think like that. A lot. So……..idk bc im not a professional, but like……………………….

I'm not sure what to say except I'm sorry about that. I hope I never cause you worry or anxiety on here.

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So now you can compare that garbage Sonic one to something actually written by a 6-year-old!

That fanfiction of Sonic was still worse. Yours isn’t terrible, I’ve seen extremely worse things.

It can't have been that bad… Nothing gets worse than 6 year old me writing about Pinkie Pie as an OP superhero, Right? Right…?

Why the hell would you think that I think an MLP fanfiction written by a 6-year old that at least tried her best to write it and just did it for fun is worse then an attention seeking WRITTER who doesn’t even fucking try to write it? You put passion into it, even if it isn’t the greatest.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

So now you can compare that garbage Sonic one to something actually written by a 6-year-old!

That fanfiction of Sonic was still worse. Yours isn’t terrible, I’ve seen extremely worse things.

It can't have been that bad… Nothing gets worse than 6 year old me writing about Pinkie Pie as an OP superhero, Right? Right…?

Why the hell would you think that I think an MLP fanfiction written by a 6-year old that at least tried her best to write it and just did it for fun is worse then an attention seeking WRITTER who doesn’t even fucking try to write it? You put passion into it, even if it isn’t the greatest.

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Ugh… I’m not having a good day… What happened that makes today so awful? I don’t know, I’ve just been hit with this ocean wave of sadness and self-hatred… I cried myself to sleep last night and I can’t figure out why, all the negative comments I’ve ever gotten just came flying back at me. I haven’t even gotten out of bed yet and I’m already dreading today, I don’t want to move, I don’t want to socialize, I don’t want to exist, everything’s just awful right now and I can’t figure out where it’s all coming from…

Update: I had some chocolate and felt better for a while, but now I'm back to this awful state of sadness and I still can't figure out where it's coming from

Is there a dementor following you?? Casts spell with wand to scare it away with friendly zebra patronus…

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wHERE I WANT A COPY! throws ten dollars at the screen GIVE ME COOL CAT SAVES THE KIDS

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

What's up my dude?

Let's see, there's

  • My self-confidence since yesterday
  • The number of people respecting the good, Christian server
  • My PaigeeWorld follower count
  • My best friend's PaigeeWorld follower count
  • The sky/ceiling
  • Overall positivity in the world, because of you being so kind to everyone

That's what's up.

What am I doing?

  • Playing with a kneaded eraser
  • That's it. I've just been playing with this thing for 5 minutes now

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Ok… little rant here.. (This is stupid so maybe it will ake someone laugh…)
I FUCKING HATE ICE!!!!
So I am in canada, we get snow. We also get Ice storms. Yesterday my mom's alarm clock didn't go off, and I was woken up at 7 AM. (Note my school starts at 8:15) I have to leave, at 7:30 to make it to school on time. (My goal is 7:50-8AM arrival time so I can grab stuff for class ect.)

So, I managed to make it yesterday, had an awesome day cause the school was mostly empty.

Today however,

  • My mom's alarm was still broken,
  • I forgot to set one myself,
  • There was Ice worse than yesterday.

So my mom gets me up with apologies and I make it out the door by 7:35, fed, dressed, ect. I stumble across the Icefield that is my front lawn, and I go slippy slidey on the next sidewalk that was clear yesterday. I keep going, and slip around several more times. Then I resign to the shuffling gait that will keep me form slipping, (A quarter of my normal stride) And I had to keep it up, ALL THE WAY TO SCHOOL (That is four, or five blocks worth of shuffling…)
It took so long I thought I'd be late!!!

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

I’m in a place that’s supposed to be warm, yet we have freezing rain right now and it sucks because now my mom can’t take me to Michaels and I wanted to buy excessive amounts of art supplies and glitter but NO the WEATHER has to HATE ME

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Bumpity bump my cat is a grump

My cat is kind of an ass.

My cat is a scardey cat… and we're pretty sure she's crazy, literally.

@The-N-U-T-Cracker

Bumpity bump my cat is a grump

My cat is kind of an ass.

My cat is a scardey cat… and we're pretty sure she's crazy, literally.

My cat is a literal demon but she's still the goodest of girls and I love her.

@m1dn1g7t_ri0ts_13

Bumpity bump my cat is a grump

My cat is kind of an ass.

My cat is a scardey cat… and we're pretty sure she's crazy, literally.

My cat is a literal demon but she's still the goodest of girls and I love her.

My cats are so sweet!

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GOD I hate my mom SO FUCKING MUCH. she has zero respect for me, my feelings, or anyone else in this fucking house. All she cares about is herself, and she’s so FUCKING DRAMATIC all the FUCKING TIME. She’s threatening to take my dogs away, claiming that I never take care of them, that I dont spend enough time with hem, etc. BUT I DO!! I LOVE THOSE DOGS SO FUCKING MUCH AND NOW SHE IS TRYING TO TAKE THEM away I hate her I hate her I hate her
She yells and interrupts me, and gives me 0 respect, but demands perfect manners from me at all times. I wish my dad would just divorce her so I never have to see her again. whenever I try to go to my room to calm down, she takes away all my stuff until I come out, just so she can yell at me some more. I hate her I hate her I hate her
Is this how mom’s are supposed to be????? I hate myself, her, and living.

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