forum Next Steps [Private RP — Closed]

Started January 16, 2019 by @Imperfect_Autumn group

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Gray’s POV:

I hesitantly sat on her bed, obeying without objections. Not that I would get anywhere with those, anyway.

She settled on the covers, too, and pulled out an Arnica gel. I let her do whatever she needed to do.

(Hehe, Violeta will gladly help with that)

I dipped two fingers in the cool gel, raising my head to look at my ‘patient’ before realization dawned on my face.
Oh….

Using this would require me touching his face..

(I’m sure. XD)

Gray’s POV:

She hesitated. Finally she realized. I chuckled, shaking my head.

“I can do it,” I said to her gently. “You’ve helped out enough, anyway.”

(Lol)

It took a moment or two for my limbs to unfreeze.
“Oh— I don’t mind or anything, I was just afraid that you did,” I said quickly, biting the inside of my cheek. “I can do it if you’re okay with that….?”

Gray’s POV:

My expression softened unconsciously.

“I don’t mind,” I replied quietly, looking at her in the eyes. “As long as you don’t.”

My heart practically melted when he finally met my eyes, when his expression softened more than I’d ever seen it do before.
Crap.

I was such an idiot.
Such an unbelievable idiot.
I have a schoolgirl crush on Gray. Of all people.

Swallowing, I focused my gaze on the largest bruise and reached forward to carefully steady his cheek with my hand in answer to his statement. My fingers, slick with Arnica, rubbed over the purplish spot, tingling wherever they made contact with his skin.

(YAS!)

Gray’s POV:

I couldn’t look anywhere other than her face as she worked on gelling my bruises. It was really reckless of her to do this. Bring a guy to her dorm, offer to patch him up, and be this close to him even.

Every time her fingers touched my skin, I felt it tingle. I wanted to do nothing more than to kiss her right then, but I held myself back. I couldn’t make a mistake—not ever. She knew who she was dealing with, so she wouldn’t even dream about liking someone like me.

The hand on my cheek… I desperately wanted to cover it with my own, intertwine our fingers together to see if they really fit, if they were a perfect match.

I swallowed thickly, erasing the thoughts from my head.

Can’t do this. Stop. She’s only offering help to repay the favor, nothing more and nothing less.

(Asdfghjkl)

I’d long since forgotten how to breathe by now.

My knee was touching Gray’s.
My fingers were practically massaging his cheek.
And God, the way he was looking at me…… It was stupid of me to hope this much, about Gray of all people.

But then he swallowed, and my eyes followed the bobbing of his Adam’s apple…. Heat and colour flooded my face.
I didn’t notice that my palm was completely flat against his cheek until I dragged my gaze back up to his features.

What was wrong with me?

Gray’s POV:

My mouth felt dry all of a sudden. Her cheeks were flushed and she was in a daze, looking over at me with such an innocent expression on her face. It was almost enough to break my resolve, but I held myself. It wasn’t good a idea. It was a terrible one.

It was silly to assume she was like this because of me. She wasn’t probably flustered at being this close to a guy. She was probably confused because of my behavior.

“Stop,” I started in a dangerous whisper, my voice cracking slightly due to the way I was mentally restraining myself. “Before I do something we’ll both end up regretting.”

(SAME)

His words hit me like a harsh slap in the face. I willed myself to move away, begged my arms to withdraw, but I was frozen in place, staring up at him with huge, dark eyes. My heart was thundering so loud, I was sure he could here it even from where he sat, and there was absolutely nothing I could do to save the both of us from this situation.

“I—— Gray— I won’t regret it.” The words tumbled from my lips before I could fully register them. But they were true. I knew it, plain as day, that they were true.

Gray’s POV:

The second her words reached my ears, my mind went absolutely blank. My heart began hammering wildly in my chest, my arms aching to hold her close. I knew I should do something to put an end to this, but my body wouldn’t cooperate.

However, there was one thought that kept me from initiating what I was desperate to do so.

I reached out and gently cupped her cheek in mine, my thumb softly rubbing circles on the soft skin. Instead of her lips—pink, begging me to claim them, I pressed mine against her forehead, letting my lips linger there for a second.

“I’m sorry…” he whispered under his breath. “You’re choosing the wrong person, Vy…”

(neither can mine omfg)

“Don’t.” The fire rippling through my words surprised even me. “Don’t say that. Don’t you dare.”
My voice was wobbling dangerously now.
“The one time someone has feelings for me— don’t tell me I’m choosing the wrong person. I get if— I get if you don’t want to. But don’t——“

I inhaled shakily. I was drowning in his eyes, in the same sea of sadness as him. “Please.”

Gray’s POV:

My resolve crumbled. Before I could realize what I was doing, my lips were already pressed against hers, pulling her closer to myself, cupping her cheeks in my hands. I kissed her gently yet fiercely, careful not to hurt her.

I’d kissed many girls before, but kissing Violeta was different. Her lips pressed against my own caused my insides to lurch and heat to pool in the pit of my stomach. It was definitely far more dangerous, far more intoxicating than all the other ones I had. It felt like someone had doused me in cold water, but it felt good. I didn’t want to stop, but I knew I would if she pushed me away.

His lips were crashing into mine with such heartbreaking care— if I had been standing, my knees would have buckled almost instantly.

I’d never been kissed before.
And not once, not in a million years, had I imagined it would feel like this.

Gray was kissing me as if his life depended it, and I was kissing him back. Heat spread rapidly through my chest as I pushed my hands into his hair and pressed closer, wanting more, needing more.

Since when did I want him this badly?
When had I allowed this to happen?
How had I allowed this to happen?

The answer: I didn’t care about any of it. All I cared about was the man across from me, the man with his hands on my cheeks and his mouth hungry for mine.

(I CANNOT
MY HEART OMFG)

(THAT’S IT GOODBYE HEART IT WAS NICE KNOWING YOU)

Gray’s POV:

It was only thing kissing someone you desperately wanted to. It was another to actually have that person kiss you back with just as desperation as you.

Her fingers tugged at my hair and I growled lightly in her mouth, one of my arms snaking around her waist to hold her close while other remained firm on her cheek.

The need didn’t die down even as I kissed her. It only intensified. Kissing her made me want her even more than I orinally wanted—it drove me into circles. I was unable to feel anything other than her soft, warm lips pressed against my own, her fingers nesting in my hair, her body pressed against mine. Willingly.

I didn’t know when I started wanting her this terribly. I didn’t know how much I wanted her, either. But what I did know was that the second she kissed me back, she became mine. And I’d be damned if I let anyone touch her the way I wanted to.

( M Y H E A R T )

He growled into my mouth, and I swear, I saw stars. My whole body went weak against his, my mouth went numb, but pure ecstasy continued to course through me.

He was relentless, hungry, giving me barely half a second to breath before he came crashing down again. His arm was around my waist, reeling in. He had one hand wrapped tightly around my heart, and to hell if I was ever going to let him loosen his grip.

A soft sound slipped out from between my lips— and I couldn’t help but wonder dazedly, could he taste my lip gloss? I shivered beneath his touch, beneath his hot, searing mouth, unable to bear even a second pulled away from him.

In the back of my head, a tiny voice whispered that he didn’t really want me, he just wanted to get into my pants. But I refused to believe it, refused to give into anything but Gray.

(AHHHSBSUAJS BE)

Gray’s POV:

The second the soft sound reached my ears, I felt satisfied. She made that sound because of me. I was the reason behind that sound. I felt her slack against me, her body shiver and I held her tighter, afraid if I let go, she’d disappear.

My hunger for her didn’t want to die out. It wanted to ravish her completely. My blood roared wildly in my ears and at this point, I could feel nothing but her; I could hear nothing but her harsh breathing against my mouth, our lips pressed together and the loud beating of our hearts, joining as one.

I loved the taste of her mouth. It drove me wild—drove me insane. It was as if she was teasing me on purpose; testing me to see how long I’d last.

Finally, reluctantly, I pulled my mouth away from hers, my lips begging to meet with hers again, my brain yelling at me to reunite with the woman I was holding in my arms.

My eyes opened slightly and my thumb traced her hot, swollen, pink lips. Lips that belonged to me. Lips only I was allowed to touch, to kiss.

“Mine…” I whispered harshly, my mind still hazy from the entire ordeal. I was afraid if we didn’t stop right now, I wouldn’t be able to hold myself back. “You’re mine. Do you understand me, Vy?”

( o h m y g o d )

There were no words, no words, to describe the way I was feeling right then. The way he was making me feel. His thumb skimmed the length of my lower lip, drawing another shaky noise from my mouth, which had gone completely numb. I placed a hand on his chest to show him that I didn’t want to go farther than we already had, my own chest heaving as I took in needy gulps of air.

Mine….

My blood ran hot the same instant it ran cold.

Mine….

I finally dared to speak up, but by words came out trembling and tangled together from the sheer force of the kiss we’d shared— my first.
“I’m yours….. and you’re mine?” I asked carefully, swaying slightly as I tried to convey what I was feeling. This was a mutual thing, right? He wasn’t going to try anything?

Gray’s POV:

My breathing was dangerously heavy as I tried to get it back. I pulled Violeta into my arms, letting her know I wouldn’t be going too far.

I pressed a kiss on her head, on her forehead, her nose, her eyes before I reached out for her hand and pressed it to my heart. The organ that hammered wildly in my chest for her. I wanted to let her know she was the reason it was going out of control.

“Yours,” I whispered back, resting my forehead against hers. “All yours.”

This was the woman I’d be flirting with now. The woman I’d tease, give all of my affections to. The woman who deserved it.

It was a miracle I hadn’t fainted right then and there.

Dizzy, disoriented, and very, very pleased, I pressed my fingers harder against his chest, his pulse pounding against them.

“Mine…..?” I whispered, still trying to get a grip on this new reality of mine. Again, I swayed unsteadily, holding onto Gray for dear life. I kept my one hand buried in his hair, each individual lock shipping between my fingers.
Gray.

(S h o o t this is bad for my weak little heart!)

S A M E

Gray’s POV:

I tried hard not to wince as her fingers dug into my chest. Instead, I breathed her in deeply, her fresh scent driving me insane. Her fingers worked in my hair, making me close my eyes in ecstasy. This was something entirely new to me—something I didn’t think I’d ever feel.

The way she was behaving, I could tell she wasn’t believing this. I didn’t, either. I didn’t think she would kiss me back, but she did. She wanted to. She wanted me. That thought registered in my mind and blocked out all the pain from the bruises.

I held her tightly, refusing to let her go, supporting her practically limp body in my arms. The effect I had on her pleased me greatly. If this was the reaction I’d get every time, her body too weak from my kisses to support it’s own weight, I would be satisfied. It would mean I’m doing my job well.

“Yours,” I repeated my answer, this time strongly. “Nobody else’s. You’ve had it in your hold for quite a while now. You just didn’t realize it.”

I could barely manage a nod in my current state, could barely hold myself up. A soft “Oh”, parted my lips, causing my eyes to go directly to his. But I restrained myself, after what I’d just experienced…. I honestly thought that I’d pass out if we tried to go again with the same level of passion.

The feeling of his arm snaking around my waist, pulling me against him, tightening with each sound I made….. all these sensations were burned into the forefront of my mind. And I didn’t think I ever wanted them to leave.

“You were—“ I paused to wet my dry lips and seize control over my quivering voice. “That was my first kiss.”

Gray’s POV:

I had to say, hearing that made me extremely happy. I was her first kiss. Nothing could make me happier knowing that. If I hadn’t done a very good job at pleasing her… well, I would have been very disappointed then.

I pressed my lips against her forehead, my lips dying to take hers again, but in her current state, I didn’t think she could handle it.

“Did I do a good job?” I asked her, exhaling deeply. “Was it enough for you to never forget this?”