forum Red Queen, Blue Kingdom (closed)
Started by @blue_topaz
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@Natasha

(I am currently crying my eyes out for several different reasons, Quinn's death being the one thing that has pushed my emotions overboard…………………Thanks NessietheMonster……………………..)

@Natasha

(Guys I don't need this rn the anniversary of my grandpa's death is coming up and am really depressed rn……………..)

@Lenered

(I'm so sorry! My grandpa died last year and the anniversary was last month, so I know how it feels. And he even died on my brother's birthday, on the other side of the world in Asia.)

@Lenered

(It is. So I spent my days writing sad short stories that made me feel a bit better. I also just poured my feelings into random pieces of paper, leaving them behind at the place I wrote them. Like I was letting go of the sadness.

@Natasha

(That's kind of what I'm doing now. It's been almost eight years and it's still really hard to accept. I still cry every time I try to talk about him. Writing my feelings out helps a lot. And listening to music. I am currently blasting Colton Dixon in my headphones, trying to drown out the pain that I'm feeling.)

@Lenered

(It's all going to be okay. Also, can I recommend some songs? I know that they're not really…sad, but they're ncie to listen to.
Don't mess around with Jim- Jim Croce
Riptide- Vance Joy
Unravel- TokyoGhoul
Love Lies- Khalid, Normani
Changes- XXXTENTACION
Hey Jude- Beatles

@Natasha

(I would like to suggest some songs too, if I may.
Light Up the Sky - The Afters
Never Gone - Colton Dixon
It's Not Over Yet - For King and Country
Overcomer - Mandisa
Stronger - Mandisa
-Basically anything by Mandisa)

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Quinn fiddled with the watch at her side, her blue eyes glancing over everything in the room. Her fingers tapped the side of her leg, matching the watch's ticking. She sighed, trying to hide her worry for the ball. It had been years since she had last seen the Queen.

@blue_topaz

(@Natasha and @Nerd, I’m so sorry to hear that! I understand what you guys mean, writing helps with the pain. Reading sort of makes me go numb again, but writing helps.)

@PuffPoff

(I'm wondering how much a death might effect Cade…)

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( Yeah, I'm so sorry for your losses. I've lost a couple people in my family and my best friend has too. I'm so sorry! )

@Natasha

(@Natasha and @Nerd, I’m so sorry to hear that! I understand what you guys mean, writing helps with the pain. Reading sort of makes me go numb again, but writing helps.)

(Yeah, I blast music in my headphones and read a book, and honestly it helps me forget for the time being.)

@PuffPoff

(Hey I might not be here for the rest of today and tomorrow morning, just letting you guys know. Feel free to move Cade around)

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( Okay, sounds good. Should we do the ball @TopazWyrmlet~ )

@blue_topaz

Sup! Depending on who else is in, we might start the ball if there are enough people, but not fininsh it to give the missing people opportunities)

@Lenered

Willow brushed herself off and found a nice white dress to put on, wondering what it would look like covered in Scarlet's blood. Giggling, she imagined dancing in a ballroom, with corpses by her side.

@PuffPoff

(I'm here for about thirty minutes so if people are here now…)