lights too bright
noises too loud
people too close
smells like the hospital cleaner stuff and bleach
i'm choking on air
falling more in love with one of my best friends and a complete stranger
hollow pit in my stomachYeah… this is common in people with anxiety and it's called overstimulation. Is there any place you can go that is dark and quiet where you can listen to silence or soothing music/sounds?
im stuck at school currently
it's kinda going away
lights too bright
noises too loud
people too close
smells like the hospital cleaner stuff and bleach
i'm choking on air
falling more in love with one of my best friends and a complete stranger
hollow pit in my stomach
It's almost scary how much I relate to this
Uggh yeah I hate sensory overload, I hope it's passed by now.
Uggh yeah I hate sensory overload, I hope it's passed by now.
i feel really nauseous right now and have a headache
lights too bright
noises too loud
people too close
smells like the hospital cleaner stuff and bleach
i'm choking on air
falling more in love with one of my best friends and a complete stranger
hollow pit in my stomach
I'm sorry I wasn't here to help you with this, can you forgive me?
Anyway, as usual, Lee is right. That's overstimulation. If you ever experience it again try to go into the bathroom… Or aak to take a step outside.
Oof
Today was…..not a good day…..
Neither
You want to elaborate?
Not really
OK.
Sorru.
Right now I'm feeling cheerfully morbid and extremely sad
Yay, extreme mood shifts.
And I'm scared/ happy
I'm just…
In a tough place.
But I'll be fine…
Satan sacrificial waterfall
Sometimes I just like….can't make myself get up in the morning. No matter how hard I try nothing works. And today was like really really bad, and my dad tried to ask me like why I couldn't get up and I tried telling him it was anxiety and he was like 'just try to get up, you'll feel better' which never works for me and then my mom got involved and started yelling at me and said she was gonna switch me to online schooling (which she's threatened many times but never has) and that would mean that I wouldn't see any of my irl friends anymore and so I panicked and started crying and I made the mistake of yelling that I'd 'rather die than do online school, and maybe I would' which I meant in like a 'my personality will disappear and I'll be even more depressed' but my dad thought I meant I was going to attempt suicide and so he tried to talk to me again and I explained that I wasn't going to commit suicide I just wish that I could die/never have been born in the first place and he was like 'your life isn't that bad though' and I know I sound petty and there's people on here who have legit issues going on like Lex but I just feel so apathetic like I'm not gonna run into traffic but if a truck was coming I'm not sure I'd move out of the way.
Shit.
Sorry Jynnie.
It's ok.
Let me give you my cheer up talk, or what Lex calls it, the few hours where I make a lot of bee puns and political jokes.
No puns please
Oh darling, you can't escape the puns.
internal screaming
Shit, Jynnje, I’m so sorry
Feel free to PM if you need anything or if I can help
Hey Topaz.
Been a while!
Heyo
Sorry I’ve been ghosting in this chat
Mm. It's cool.
How are you?
I'm OK.
Also finals are coming up and I still have to make up a ton of assignments so yay.
And I have my first Forensics competition on Thursday.
In my old hometown.
Don’t stress yourself out too much )):