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@@Rhindy

Guys, I am so done with life and everything, my life just went downhill, it seems like nothing is going right for me, I give up.

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Hi
I hate my female body and I want to die…

I do as well. I relate to you on so many levels. Sometimes I just wish I was male, maybe I can change my gender permanently when I’m no longer a minor.

Sometimes I wish like my body has no gender…

I just want to be a robot. Is that to much to ask?

@ember-chan-will-never-forget-you

BORED AND SCARED

Carry a knife.
Or baseball bat.
Or pepperspray.
Or taser.
But definitely report it, OK?

Please report it

I have thankfully

Good. Always report that kind of stuff. Another question though, do you know if they're the type of person to go through with a threat or are they just bluffing to make you scared?

They'd go through with it most of the time….

r u okay now??

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I just feel like there is no hope for me.

Me to. I feel your pain. What happened to you? I really hope you feel better eventually.

@@Rhindy

I'm just dealing with lots of things like moving and I kind of don't want to move because if I move than I would have to leave my boyfriend and my parents are stressed out like 24/7 and sometimes I am so depressed to the point that I don't want to get out of bed but I force myself to get out of bed anyway, it's like one minute I was this happy girl and now I'm this depressed girl who does not want to do anything and I really don't want to be this depressed girl all of the time but it's hard not to because my life just keeps on fucking up and now it's kind of hard to focus on my school work so my grades are going down, it's just everything about my life sucks right now.

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I'm just dealing with lots of things like moving and I kind of don't want to move because if I move than I would have to leave my boyfriend and my parents are stressed out like 24/7 and sometimes I am so depressed to the point that I don't want to get out of bed but I force myself to get out of bed anyway, it's like one minute I was this happy girl and now I'm this depressed girl who does not want to do anything and I really don't want to be this depressed girl all of the time but it's hard not to because my life just keeps on fucking up and now it's kind of hard to focus on my school work so my grades are going down, it's just everything about my life sucks right now.

I relate. I mean I haven’t moved in a bad way ever, I only moved twice and it was great, not trying to be rude or crush you. I used to be one of the most happy and energetic females of the world, but when I went to Springfield… my life turned around and started to walk into a ditch of pain and stress. Springfield literally changed my intire life in a bad way. I started showing signs of depression, I was stressed from my older sisters suicide attempts that year, my dad was taken away from my family for an intire year, my brother was told to have a disease that can kill him, I started showing signs of separation and regular anxiety. I’m here for you, we can make it through are situations together. If I’m still alive from three years of complete garbage life problems, then I think you can be to. Sure, some things never change but you can still make them better, make your problems weaker, make yourself stronger. It may seem impossible now but we are here for you, others understand your pain, we must use are power of bounds to help other up when they fall, and build confidence for those who have none. (That sounded like a speech)

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

I had this friend (an internet friend) and my parents took all my social media away and so I had to stop talking to her. I didn’t, though. I got in trouble a second time for it. But I did it again anyway. I did this because I thought I loved her. I thought that we’d go to college together and be friends irl when we were old enough (ie 18). Then I said something (not even about her) that I didn’t really mean and she blocked me knowing full well that it was my only way to contact her. I lost my fucking mind because it was devastating to me. It sent me into a huge panic and I was fucked up for weeks after. Eventually, I deleted my account and said she isn’t worth it. But I still on occasion go back to her insta just to see what she’s up to, mostly just to given,self another reason to hate her because I just want to shamelessly hate on her to no one but myself.
BUT TODAY I went on her page for the first time in about a year. The second most recent post mentioned missing friends that you’ve grown apart from after a fight, and how she misses a certain aesthetic bitch (me—she’s referencing my [frankly, iconic] username). I know for a fact she’s talking about me and now I’m panicking because I dont know if deep down I want confrontation or not and I’m literally shaking. I’m really freaking out.

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I had this friend (an internet friend) and my parents took all my social media away and so I had to stop talking to her. I didn’t, though. I got in trouble a second time for it. But I did it again anyway. I did this because I thought I loved her. I thought that we’d go to college together and be friends irl when we were old enough (ie 18). Then I said something (not even about her) that I didn’t really mean and she blocked me knowing full well that it was my only way to contact her. I lost my fucking mind because it was devastating to me. It sent me into a huge panic and I was fucked up for weeks after. Eventually, I deleted my account and said she isn’t worth it. But I still on occasion go back to her insta just to see what she’s up to, mostly just to given,self another reason to hate her because I just want to shamelessly hate on her to no one but myself.
BUT TODAY I went on her page for the first time in about a year. The second most recent post mentioned missing friends that you’ve grown apart from after a fight, and how she misses a certain aesthetic bitch (me—she’s referencing my [frankly, iconic] username). I know for a fact she’s talking about me and now I’m panicking because I dont know if deep down I want confrontation or not and I’m literally shaking. I’m really freaking out.

You know what? You’ll never feel great if you don’t try, it sounds weird but contact her again, see what she says, you’ll feel really guilty if you don’t.

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If it doesn’t work the second time then they are jousting messing with you, it might be hard but try your best to move on if they are just trying to get attention. Wish you luck @Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

@CoolBeanz

Guys, I am so done with life and everything, my life just went downhill, it seems like nothing is going right for me, I give up.

I'm so sorry, I hate moving so much, it sucks and it's left me with only three long-term friends, one of whom is an internet friend. I hope everything turns around soon for you, though, and I also hope the place you move to ends up being cool.

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I quit once I can do it again.

Is this about the smoking?

Mhm.

Shuri, you CAN do it again, but it’s not a great choice to do so… if you are going to smoke anything smoke weed…

@CoolBeanz

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease Damn it if that doesn't sound familiar. I think you should let it be, and do your best to forget about her. Stalking her online won't fix any problems, it'll just bring old ones back up. I know what I'm saying is different from other's advice, but I've been through situations like this and it was only after I let those relationships and the pain they brought me go that I got any relief.