Off topic but I've been on a cleaning frenzy these past few hours to prepare for my grandparents. My mother is out of comission and my brother doesn't know shit about cleaning so it was up to me and my father. I am panting like a pornstar and I smell like lysol cleaning spray. My father had to stop me from scaling the fridge to get some jars.
Holy shit how festive this season feels
well shit. I kinda understand, my Christmas just feels wrong at this point. absent mother? check. lack of a will to live? check. seasonal depression? check
Hopefully 2019 treats us all better
well shit. I kinda understand, my Christmas just feels wrong at this point. absent mother? check. lack of a will to live? check. seasonal depression? check
Same dude, the house feels so quiet and empty lol my mom doesn't get off work until six in the evening
Hopefully 2019 treats us all better
I've given up trying to hope for a better year lol that's just not gonna happen for me
I would go over to your house, covered in wrapping paper and strings of lights and garlands while wearing reindeer horns if it weren't for my grandparents staying here for 3 days
yeah my mom took almost the whole month off out of spite but then she turned around and decided to work for three days straight. she doesn't have regular hours, she just leaves for days at a time and my dad is usually gone all day
I would go over to your house, covered in wrapping paper and strings of lights and garlands while wearing reindeer horns if it weren't for my grandparents staying here for 3 days
I would love that with all my soul lmao
well shit. I kinda understand, my Christmas just feels wrong at this point. absent mother? check. lack of a will to live? check. seasonal depression? check
lol Christmas hasn't felt like Christmas for the past few years
and I miss my grandma and I didn't think I'd miss the snow from Wisconsin and the super pretty lights everywhere but I do and so I might go back to Wisconsin next year to celebrate Christmas
I’ve missed so much I’m not even going to try to read it all
Hopefully 2019 treats us all better
I've given up trying to hope for a better year lol that's just not gonna happen for me
Nooooo it will. Be optimistic!
yeah my mom took almost the whole month off out of spite but then she turned around and decided to work for three days straight. she doesn't have regular hours, she just leaves for days at a time and my dad is usually gone all day
Ah that sucks dude, at least you get time to yourself, yea?
I would go over to your house, covered in wrapping paper and strings of lights and garlands while wearing reindeer horns if it weren't for my grandparents staying here for 3 days
I would love that with all my soul lmao
That's it. I'mma show up on Friday looking the most festive you'll ever see me
lmao yes
side note it's Saturday now because my mom's a dick
Hopefully 2019 treats us all better
I've given up trying to hope for a better year lol that's just not gonna happen for me
Nooooo it will. Be optimistic!
Lmao yea I'll try but I'm a hardcore pessimists underneath that facade
Hopefully 2019 treats us all better
I've given up trying to hope for a better year lol that's just not gonna happen for me
Nooooo it will. Be optimistic!
Lmao yea I'll try but I'm a hardcore pessimists underneath that facade
throws optimism at you
I've been doing grunt work. Heavy lifting. Taking care of my sicc boi. Driving.
It's a big pain in my ass…
poor dante. hope he gets better so you guys can enjoy your vacation
He's sitting at home all cozy while I help some big dude I met off the street haul brush into a fire. I'm trying not to puke and shit my guts out, because I'm sick too.
you should be resting too then?? doing stuff like pulling things will just make you more sick
My sinus headache went away finally
Nah man…
I have to make enough money for cold meds and to pay the hotel… We're broke…
did you not save up/make a budget for the trip??
Yeah. I did.
Things don't always go as planned.
We have enough to fly back. And some extra.
well that's good. wouldn't want you to get stuck in Russia lol
oh my god my baby brother saw my dogs Lulu and Charlie and he said "hi Lulu! hello dog!" and I almost died, it was so adorable
I had a dream last night that I got tattoos on my arms and I was literally so happy I was like freaking out becauase it was so beautiful and I just loved it so much. And I am getting increasingly more frustrated at the fact that I cannot get any tattoos until I’m 18 because that’s the law lol and where I live you can’t even get any as a minor with your parents/guardians written permission. Like, there’s literally no way around it.
I agree with this and all but here where I live, in my school, I had a friend that went through the same thing and we told her to get help so she did but she wanted to keep it from her parents because they're known to be strict as hell like mine and her parents would probably flip out on her. So after a few days she moved out of our school because the counselor told her parents and her parents insisted that is was us, the friends that she hanged around with that caused that. Now I'm not saying that all the places are like this but for me personally that's why I'm terrified of doing that typa thing. Our school is just terrible and sucks so just ignore my unnecessary rambling but do get help if you're hurting yourself please
Yes this thing unfortunately can happen and does happen a lot, but I'm just hoping that it is safe for them to tell at least one adult in their lives before things get completely out of hand.
and there's the issue of not having access to a counselor at all. my parents would probably stab me themselves if they found out I needed a counselor, and they'd probably assume it was my friends that "ruined" me. they already think that I have "bad friend choices" and they would probably try and keep me from going to Sweden if I said I wanted to see someone about my anxiety
You can always talk to me about it.
I'm here, darling!
You seem like such a great person, thank you for offering help for tons of people, I know it can be emotionally taxing to do that though so make sure you're taking care of yourself as well. And I'm here if anyone needs me, too, even though I'm pretty new to the chat, I'm not new to hard topics.