forum Just a quick honesty session...

Started November 08, 2018 by @Shuri-the-Floof-Doggo

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Bec, you seem like a really cool and chill dude, I don't really know you outside of rps, but I remember we rped a lot together.

And shuri! I think you're really cool, helpful, and creative, and we seem to have some common interests. I really like talking to you here. But I have a feeling if we had met in real life, we'd either be good friends or hate each other, and there's no in between.

I'm actually quite different IRL.

I am smol. Usually either sullen, pissy, nervous or chill… But why do you say that?

Hm, it's hard to explain exactly. Lemme try to put it into words. I'm very sensitive to the "vibes" people give off I guess, and it's like on the one hand, you seem really chill, but on the other hand, you come off as strong-willed. I'm really stubborn myself, and usually when exposed to people who I also perceive as being strong-willed, we either get along great or butt heads, usually the latter unless we have some common goal/interest that cancels it out.

I know a billion people have commented for Shuri, but since we’re halo being honest here: I admire how you are trying to help, but I find it overly sweet erring on the side of forced. And the amounts of time you use honorifics is a little bit weird, like you are a thirteen year old weeaboo. ( not that I don’t watch anime ). I don’t dislike you, though. I know that I find it easy to distrust people who are really, really sugary and I believe that there is such thing as too nice/ too good. But I mean, I don’t really care either. So you do you.

So, what is your goal in life?

Like my whole life goal????????

I know a billion people have commented for Shuri, but since we’re halo being honest here: I admire how you are trying to help, but I find it overly sweet erring on the side of forced. And the amounts of time you use honorifics is a little bit weird, like you are a thirteen year old weeaboo. ( not that I don’t watch anime ). I don’t dislike you, though. I know that I find it easy to distrust people who are really, really sugary and I believe that there is such thing as too nice/ too good. But I mean, I don’t really care either. So you do you.

I am a weeb… I get how you can say that… But as for the obsessive use of honorifics… Well, that's actually something started by both Emi and I… But I think you guys should know that I'm not that nice IRL… In fact, I'm just a tad violent if I'm being honest, and sometimes it gets in the way…

Like my whole life goal????????

I was talking to Bec. Sorry…

Oh I was so freaking confused like where did that even come from

So, what is your goal in life?

Ah, you see, that's where I believe we could potentially get along well. My only real purpose in life is to end up helping others. But my way of doing it is going to be a more physical thing. I want to become a doctor and help lessen the suffering of others in the sense of physical ailments. I mean, we eventually die anyway, so to me personal achievement doesn't mean much. It's what I leave behind, which may be research, may be people who are in less pain than they were, or may be people who were inspired to do the same by me.

But yeah! Thanks for your opinion… If you want mine about you well, I've seen you around, and I think you're a bit to cold, and to gruff… But I know your heart's in the right place though, and you seem to have an excess of common sense, which is great…

@Becfromthedead I don't know you very well (and here I was, thnking I knew everyone) but you seem like, really genuine and nice, and I wish we talked more!!!

But yeah! Thanks for your opinion… If you want mine about you well, I've seen you around, and I think you're a bit to cold, and to gruff… But I know your heart's in the right place though, and you seem to have an excess of common sense, which is great…

Me?

@moonlight-warrior-sapphic-soul-the-only-mom Yeah, I don't know you very well either, but I'm glad I come across as nice at least! I think you seem pretty nice and chill, too, and I'm not gonna lie, I found it really amusing when you asserted yourself as another mother figure of this site.

So, what is your goal in life?

Ah, you see, that's where I believe we could potentially get along well. My only real purpose in life is to end up helping others. But my way of doing it is going to be a more physical thing. I want to become a doctor and help lessen the suffering of others in the sense of physical ailments. I mean, we eventually die anyway, so to me personal achievement doesn't mean much. It's what I leave behind, which may be research, may be people who are in less pain than they were, or may be people who were inspired to do the same by me.

I get you… Personally, I just don't want people to live in as much of a crapsack world as they do… I know it can't be helped because life freaking sucks regardless… But I want to make a difference. And to do that, I have to be as smart, as strong, and as skilled as I possibly can be… I want a more progressive world, and I want to help people be the best that they can be, by being the best thst I myself can be! I just don't want anyone to be wracked with overwhelming pain (whether mental, or physical), or grief, or loss, or sorrow, or anger, or terror. I'm not saying I want a utopia, far from it, because we humans need adversity. I just want people and their environment to be better…

But yeah! Thanks for your opinion… If you want mine about you well, I've seen you around, and I think you're a bit to cold, and to gruff… But I know your heart's in the right place though, and you seem to have an excess of common sense, which is great…

Me?

@moonlight-warrior-sapphic-soul-the-only-mom Yeah, I don't know you very well either, but I'm glad I come across as nice at least! I think you seem pretty nice and chill, too, and I'm not gonna lie, I found it really amusing when you asserted yourself as another mother figure of this site.

No not you… @Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

So i’m the ‘cold and gruff’ one? Just to clarify.

So i’m the ‘cold and gruff’ one? Just to clarify.

Yes… But as I said you have common sense like nobody's business!

Huh. I didn’t expect to come off that way. What do you mean like I have a lot of common sense?

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

Well, in all honesty, you're right to be wary of overly helpful people like myself… Some are wolves in sheepskin, but even if they are, I sense you are a good enough judge of character to see right through it…

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease did you have a different username before? I've seen you around, but I don't think we've ever talked before.

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

Well, in all honesty, you're right to be wary of overly helpful people like myself… Some are wolves in sheepskin, but even if they are, I sense you are a good enough judge of character to see right through it…

I try really hard. Maybe it’s because I used to dive into interpersonal relationships due to the lack of positive attention I received in school, but all of them turning out to be toxic and harmful to my well-being, and I hesitated to let go of those relationships because I was desperate and in denial that they would treat me poorly. ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Idk.

You stand up for what you believe in, and I respect you for it!

Thanks Shuri!!! That means a lot to me uwu!!!

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease did you have a different username before? I've seen you around, but I don't think we've ever talked before.

1. I was just ‘Abrie’ which is the name I put in my account, but then I changed it to this and that’s it.
2. No, I don’t believe we have spoken. Hi 😁

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease did you have a different username before? I've seen you around, but I don't think we've ever talked before.

Bec you've helped me so much on here and I absolutely love you!!! You always help people who are struggling even though you're a busy college student and you've honestly helped me soooooooooooo much!!!!

Jynnie, I love how you're a reader. You've recommended some pretty great books to me (side note: I started Code Name Verity and I love it!)

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease did you have a different username before? I've seen you around, but I don't think we've ever talked before.

1. I was just ‘Abrie’ which is the name I put in my account, but then I changed it to this and that’s it.
2. No, I don’t believe we have spoken. Hi 😁

Haha. Hi!

Jynnie, I love how you're a reader. You've recommended some pretty great books to me (side note: I started Code Name Verity and I love it!)

Aw yes!!!
Tris/Elena, you were the first person to reach out to me on this site, and even though we don't interact like a super ton, I think you're amazing!!! UWU

Bec you've helped me so much on here and I absolutely love you!!! You always help people who are struggling even though you're a busy college student and you've honestly helped me soooooooooooo much!!!!

I'm so glad I've been able to help you! I started talking to you a bit more recently, and you're great. You're very creative and fun to talk to, and you always seem to have something good to add to a conversation. And you're a little nerdy, which I always appreciate. I get these vibes from you that tell me you can be a really warm person.

Bec you've helped me so much on here and I absolutely love you!!! You always help people who are struggling even though you're a busy college student and you've honestly helped me soooooooooooo much!!!!

I'm so glad I've been able to help you! I started talking to you a bit more recently, and you're great. You're very creative and fun to talk to, and you always seem to have something good to add to a conversation. And you're a little nerdy, which I always appreciate. I get these vibes from you that tell me you can be a really warm person.

Aw thanks!!

@Overdoneyanoveltropeyesplease

Well, in all honesty, you're right to be wary of overly helpful people like myself… Some are wolves in sheepskin, but even if they are, I sense you are a good enough judge of character to see right through it…

I try really hard. Maybe it’s because I used to dive into interpersonal relationships due to the lack of positive attention I received in school, but all of them turning out to be toxic and harmful to my well-being, and I hesitated to let go of those relationships because I was desperate and in denial that they would treat me poorly. ¯_(ツ)_/¯ Idk.

Personally, I'm the way I am, a violent but helpful weeb, because I watched anime when I was hella hella young (too young)… My childhood wasn't like other childhoods… It wasn't as guarded, but as a result it allowed me to better figure out how life works…
Anyway… When watching anime, I was exposed to all the teen adult content, (which explains a lot) but I was also exposed to a lot of the "heroism" that all the main characters were shown… Does that mean I judge people's character based on what I've seen in anime? No… But it helped me define my own…

I'm sorry, there's probably an endless amount of typos in there. And the structure is probably terrible. I was just trying to piece it all together.