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(SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I RAMBLE SO MUCHH)
Name: chey
Pronouns: She/her
How you see the world: I don't think about it much honestly. I would say I'm a master in avoiding thinking about serious things haha. I think the world is confusing for sure. There are good and bad aspects, but I don't think it really matters what the entire world is like, I'd rather just focus on my life I guess. I dunno it's hard to explain my way of thinking.
Positive Traits: I think modest, it was the first thing to come into my mind after thinking that I probably don't have any exceptionally good traits haha. I don't really like to brag is all, I'd rather not be the center of attention. Im pretty carefree even in typically stressful situations, maybe because I just dont worry about certain things (such as deadlines and stuff.) I think I might be friendly and kind, I always think about others even if I don't know them, and I put their needs before mine. I mostly do this because I know how it feels to be i those kinds of situations, like when you don't know what youre supposed to be doing, and I wouldn't want that for other people. I personally don't think so but a lot of people say Im funny (although I seem very dry online ahbsdjsdf)
Negative Traits: Despite what I said about putting others before me, I am actually pretty selfish. Its weird though because I only act this way around certain people, such as people I am closer with such as family, meanwhile with strangers and rather selfless. I have no idea why. I'm also pretty manipulative and I get upset easily and tend to get violent or aggressive, all things I'm trying to work on (like I said earlier, I only act this way around family, I guess I have more pressure to be a good person around people I don't know as well?) I can get very paranoid at random times and i can be pretty anxious in public. I'm socially awkward too so I dont really talk much, its kinda like a Id much rather be alone then be at a party kind of thing lol
Hobbies and things you enjoy: Drawing!! I love drawing and writing and hope to make some type of comic one day (preferably web comic haha) I also love video games and technology in general, things like digital design and stuff. I loveeee music and want to learn how to play the piano. I would love to learn how to play Reverie.
Things you don't enjoy: Being outside, I really don't like being hot and itchy from bugs or grass (I live in a very hot and sunny place.) Being in a large group of people, its kinda overwhelming. I really don't like loud noises and I can get irritated from them easily. I also dont like sports or active things, mostly because I was told from a very young age that I am absolutely horrible at sports, and again because I dont like being outside. I also dont like being touched, it just makes me kinda uncomfy haha
How are you with people?: Id say im pretty good around new people. i dont really like being around lots of people becaues it makes me self concious though. Although I probably wont be the one to start a conversation, i do try my best to keep one going to avoid awkwardness. i love making friends but i dont really know how to lol
Describe yourself in ten words or less: awkward girl trying to have fun
