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@Musical_Queen

Warning Talks about Knife to skin contact and meltdowns/panic attacks

Okay, y'all shouldn't care but imma bout to tell you about the most favorite man at my church. First, I only go to church for 2 reasons: 1) free wifi to do my homework on the stage and 2) they serve food after and me being a broke college student, free food). Anyways, church was finishing up and it was a Good Day, nothing was bothering me and my brain was happy. However, when I entered the area where food was being served, something felt wrong. I don't know what, but it did. I sat on the stage and tried to focus but I felt a shut down coming (Which usually led to a meltdown). So I shut my computer and set it to the side so it wouldn't break. Usually, whoever was with me would go with me outside but I was alone and thought I could bare through it (I never can) Shut down quickly turned into meltdown. I was crying, pulling at my hair, hitting my head, using my dull knife to put some sort of pressure on my numb hands (Hands now have a couple shallow cuts), and pulling my jacket tight around myself to simulate some sort of pressure. Long story short, I was a mess. Then this man came. I've known him for a couple years. He's an older man with kids in like their 20's, but he's basically my church dad. I honestly love this man and his wife. Now, I don't think he knew what was happening because he came over and harshly put both his hands on my shoulders, which scared me as I kinda screeched and backed away. He quickly figured out what happened and ended up sitting next to me and talking softly to me for like 15 minutes as I worked through it. When I finally calmed down a bit and raised my head he was talking about how he had seen panic attacks at the fire station (where he works) and was used to talking people through them. He then said he'd be right back and ended up getting me water. Then he asked if I wanted to be touched and when I nodded yes (I am usually non-verbal after meltdowns. Currently still am) he asked if he could hug me. I nodded yes again and you know those deep hugs that make you kind of forget about the world and you just feel safe and can let all of your problems go and just cry. It was one of those hugs. I will admit that I was crying again after that. He stayed with me for a while after I calmed down before going back to whatever he was doing but made me promise to say goodbye to him when I left. And when I did leave he was double checking on me and asked if I could drive home or if I wanted him to give me a ride.

Long story short: This man is a national treasure and I love him and wish there were more people like him in the world.

@ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

I got a friend flying into London, so all of my London people watch out for her or just send good vibes her way. I’m not gonna say which airport, bc I respect her. If you just do happen to see a tall brunette with headphones and a caffeine deficiency, who looks like she can murder you with a stare, congrats you found her! She also has a southern twang. She’s gonna need all the vibes we send her way. Bc she’s got 9 more hours to fly after landing in London.

@ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

Yall ever burnt the roof of your mouth?

I’ve probably burnt the majority of my body with various acids, heats, colds, and an incredibly large amount of hot glue. So the answer is yes.
Battery acid is not good when you have anxiety and decide to chomp down on a battery. It was a bad mistake aight? I’m not gonna do that again.

@CaseyJ group

Yall ever burnt the roof of your mouth?

I’ve probably burnt the majority of my body with various acids, heats, colds, and an incredibly large amount of hot glue. So the answer is yes.
Battery acid is not good when you have anxiety and decide to chomp down on a battery. It was a bad mistake aight? I’m not gonna do that again.

Yikes, least I am not the only one. My mouth feels funny. Stupid pizza.

@Space group

@Musical_Queen He sounds like a great person! Not gonna lie, this put a smile on my face and was a little teary eyed. it makes me happy to see people that are kind and willing to help others. I'm glad he was there for you.

@murphysgirl

Yall ever burnt the roof of your mouth?

I’ve probably burnt the majority of my body with various acids, heats, colds, and an incredibly large amount of hot glue. So the answer is yes.
Battery acid is not good when you have anxiety and decide to chomp down on a battery. It was a bad mistake aight? I’m not gonna do that again.

Why am I not surprised -

@murphysgirl

Which of my stories and rps sound interesting based on the title alone?

Most of them tbh, you're a lot better at naming things than I am that's for dang sure. I don't even name half of my things and if I do they're usually one-word titles that are vague on purpose so people don't get suspicious of their actual contents

@murphysgirl

I'm wearing my Chaotic Neutral pin, I'm presenting to my Physics class shortly about how I built a perpetual motion machine in Minecraft, and I get to see some Lamborghinis tomorrow. Life is good.
The only thing marring my happiness is that the café I'm sitting at is playing Santa Baby.

@SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group

Yall ever burnt the roof of your mouth?

I’ve probably burnt the majority of my body with various acids, heats, colds, and an incredibly large amount of hot glue. So the answer is yes.
Battery acid is not good when you have anxiety and decide to chomp down on a battery. It was a bad mistake aight? I’m not gonna do that again.

Why am I not surprised -

Many, many times.

@ElderGod-Winter-The-Renegade-Legionnaire book

Yall ever burnt the roof of your mouth?

I’ve probably burnt the majority of my body with various acids, heats, colds, and an incredibly large amount of hot glue. So the answer is yes.
Battery acid is not good when you have anxiety and decide to chomp down on a battery. It was a bad mistake aight? I’m not gonna do that again.

Why am I not surprised -

It really is a wonder how I am still alive. I try God everyday. 😂😂😂

@SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group

I am currently mad at myself. Don't really want to talk about it at the moment though as I'm trying to calm down.

Oof. Breathing and focusing on something else, such as a pet or stuffed animal, helps.

I have since calmed down by putting my attention on a puzzle and chatting with a friend/doing yet another au for Demon's Hunt! I should probably make a list of them just to keep track. Lol

So, I was upset with myself for missing my shot at doing a virtual interview that I was going to do. Luckily I have a person helping me with job hunting and stuff that should be able to get another one set up for me.

@Hey_Its_Snowy_And_Im_Generally_Confused

I made a list of stories/projects and rps that I have on google docs.
Stories/Projects

  • Dean Winchester’s Journal
  • Elm Street
  • Demon’s Hunt
  • Dragon Ball Z: Forever
  • Enter the Shadows
  • Giving Up
  • I’m Sorry
  • Into the Darkness (being turned into Enter the Shadows)
  • Memories
  • Moons
  • Rising Flame
  • Shadow Storm
  • Supernatural: A Hunter’s Guide
  • Supernatural: Beginnings
  • Supernatural: Cold as Stone
  • Supernatural: Dark Easter
  • Supernatural: Dust in the Wind
  • Supernatural: Lost Blood
  • Supernatural: Ripper
  • Supernatural: Rising Evil
  • Supernatural: Under the Moon
  • Winchester High…. There Will Be Blood

RPs

  • Finished Supernatural Rp
  • My Random Supernatural Rp
  • Power Play
  • Power Play 1.5
  • Power Play 2.0
  • Random Supernatural Rp
    ** Part 1
    ** Part 2
    ** Part 3
    ** Part 4
  • Supernatural: Dust in the Wind
  • Supernatural: Haven
  • Supernatural: Hollow
  • Supernatural: Hotel California
  • Supernatural: Hotel Horror
  • Supernatural: Pendant
  • Supernatural: Rise of the Zodiac
  • Supernatural: Rise of the Zodiac 2.0
  • Supernatural: Test Run
  • Supernatural: Tribal
  • Supernatural: Two Worlds
  • Supernatural Fanfiction Rp
  • Supernatural/Haven Rp
  • The Bully and the Nerd - A Gay Romance

bro
the commitment

@Musical_Queen

I have received two (2) platonic cheek kisses from two (2) different females of who I am not related to in the last 12 hours and to say that I will never peak like this again is an understatement

@SupernaturalSyGuyIsTIred group

I made a list of stories/projects and rps that I have on google docs.
Stories/Projects

  • Dean Winchester’s Journal
  • Elm Street
  • Demon’s Hunt
  • Dragon Ball Z: Forever
  • Enter the Shadows
  • Giving Up
  • I’m Sorry
  • Into the Darkness (being turned into Enter the Shadows)
  • Memories
  • Moons
  • Rising Flame
  • Shadow Storm
  • Supernatural: A Hunter’s Guide
  • Supernatural: Beginnings
  • Supernatural: Cold as Stone
  • Supernatural: Dark Easter
  • Supernatural: Dust in the Wind
  • Supernatural: Lost Blood
  • Supernatural: Ripper
  • Supernatural: Rising Evil
  • Supernatural: Under the Moon
  • Winchester High…. There Will Be Blood

RPs

  • Finished Supernatural Rp
  • My Random Supernatural Rp
  • Power Play
  • Power Play 1.5
  • Power Play 2.0
  • Random Supernatural Rp
    ** Part 1
    ** Part 2
    ** Part 3
    ** Part 4
  • Supernatural: Dust in the Wind
  • Supernatural: Haven
  • Supernatural: Hollow
  • Supernatural: Hotel California
  • Supernatural: Hotel Horror
  • Supernatural: Pendant
  • Supernatural: Rise of the Zodiac
  • Supernatural: Rise of the Zodiac 2.0
  • Supernatural: Test Run
  • Supernatural: Tribal
  • Supernatural: Two Worlds
  • Supernatural Fanfiction Rp
  • Supernatural/Haven Rp
  • The Bully and the Nerd - A Gay Romance

bro
the commitment

And only 3 of these are done; those 3 being rps.