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Started February 07, 2018 by @remarkab.le

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aaaAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH PAGE 400!!!

This page is the best!!!

drugs are very bad
unless you're using them medically and being responsible while you do so

of course.
just gotta be

^m_ature

I try to control my perscription drugs but I also accidentally took 6 melatonin instead of 3 because I couldn't remember taking them…luckily my dosage was way low but still it gave me a small panic attack.

what happened?

forgot my lines….

lol it's fine, I've done that a lot before

and we’re getting graded… ughhhhhh

I once got addicted to a drug that wasn't prescribed to me bc somebody who I thought was my friend convinced me that my life would be better with them
was lowkey taking 3 a day and then one day I tried not taking them and my body was physically and mentally screwed up
so don't do drugs unless you absolutely have to :)

Guys can someone talk to Brooklyn I'm really worried about her

who is brooklyn

FoxLover

yeah i would assume so.
_{also thanks for the nickname i love i t}

_{You’re welcome!}

_yay

What's wrong??

i've never talked with them, sorry.
wish i could help

What’s wrong with her? Is she okay?

I have a private chat with her and I hope I'm not breaking some confidentiality rule but she just said something along the lines of 'before I go I want to apologize, you deserve better than me" and I'm scared she's going to kill herself

Crap I can't deal with losing two people in one day I'm panicking

Tell her we love her!!

Is she on a general chat??

Okay wait don't overwhelm her with messages just yet. I've seen this happen before. It could discourage her from checking her messages, which you do not want to happen. Keep her engaged in conversation. Switch back and forth between mundane things (favorite TV show, what she ate for breakfast, her hobbies, etc) and more serious things like (you're an amazing and loving person, and I want you to be around bc you make my life brighter)

ah well…..shiz.
i used to have instagram friends, and that kind of thing would happen pretty often.
the best thing you can do is send a message telling them you're supportive and open to talk, but don't spam them because (talking from experience) it can be super overwhelming and make everything harder.
its hard with virtual friends, because if they don't take time to reply you just worry and worry.

There's no confidentiality rule when you think somebody might kill themselves. Fuck that. Reach out for help. See if you can get a hold of a suicide hotline. If you can't call, try to see if you can get on the online chat waitlist. They're trained professionals and can help better than anyone else can and tell you what to say

I can't be on here forever though, it's 10:15 here and I have school and even though I feel like I need to stay up I can't not again.

See if you can get ahold of somebody who can stay up to talk. I can send her a message but we aren't very close so idk how effective it'll be

I can stay up, but I’ve done this type of thing so so many times…

Idk if I can or not.

I can if you absolutely need me to, but I dunno if Brook likes me or not.

Can you try Emi? Please? I normally would, but I've already done 2 up-til-ones this week, and also the creeper hunt earlier this month, and something fairly similar with Austin the day after, and I'm starting to feel sleep deprived.

I have no idea how she’ll react to me PMing her, and I don’t know if she’ll respond. I’ll reach out and help the best I can but I don’t know how much I’ll be able to help. But I will try.

okay so the suicide hotline thing is a bust, there are 121 people ahead of me on the waitlist so there's no way I'm getting ahold of anyone anytime soon

Thanks Emi!
She hasn't responded to me at all.
Shit guys I can't take 2 deaths in one day.

Just breathe. You’re doing all you can.
No matter what happens, you are trying and that’s what matters.
Message her, and if you haven’t already tell her how much she means to you and that you’re worried.

But what if it's not enough?
What if it's somehow my fault?
Why can't I save everyone?
Why do all of the good people die young?
Why did Chuck and Carrie Fisher and possibly Brooklyn die and yet horrible people still live?

Listen.
It’s not your fault.
Not even close.
It’s hard, when you’re separated by a screen, and yet you’re still here, doing your most even though it’s like, almost 11 pm. You’re a damn good friend, and she’s lucky to have you.