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Started February 07, 2018 by @remarkab.le

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if only i could see it… :(
my school blocks anything related to deviant art

Can you? If not, I can bypass a few things so you can.

you don't have too, but that would be nice

Nevermind, it's being difficult. I'll try later…

like i said you don't have too

Hold on my school blocks deviantart, but I can bypass if I have a link to a specific person's gallery. try it.

Winter is the first one. If it works…

i see it!!!

it took a long time loading

Whew. Glad you could see it…

I'm just me. Just meh me.

I’m back, and too bad I couldn’t see the link.

whats up its ya boi Jensen and I'm triggered as fuck rn

Wat happened now?

how so?

@Winter Hey Rebecca did some art for me too! Mine is Ventis, the blue guy further down the page.

I was having a bad week already because it's getting close to that time of year when something really really bad happened. And then it got a lot worse because I got involved in some drama with my exes. Two of my exes I low-key hate, and then there's this one that literally caused me to have a panic attack that was so bad I was slamming my head against a wall to try to relieve the intense pressure that had built up. Strangely enough I still deeply care for that person, but they kinda hate me.

I’m sorry that life is being difficult for us all.

Noice! I like Ventis…

Bad weeks are horrible.
I don't have Ex problems, because i'm single and will always be. :')

Dude I wish I never got into a relationship with anybody. It would make things so much easier.

I’m just gonna keep you all in my prayers. That’s really all I can say.

Thanks, dude. I'll do my best to make it through the week.

(Winter rallies, and grabs her sword) Alright, which boi was it? He's going down!

Huh??

I am going to take down someone bc, they messed with the one and only Jensen. just look back a page, and there is me. A blue girl, living in ice…

Oh yeah that looked epic btw, lol. If I were to have an artwork done represented who I am I'd probably just be a biker dude with lots of knives, snakes, and tattoos. (also I'll be fine, I just need to learn how to move on and handle my emotions. Although I almost lashed out at my ex when I was panicking yesterday, which would've been bad)

The last time I blew up, Elias was one of two people around.We were outside, by a fire, and the other was the dude that told him to grow a pair. He walked up, and was doing nothing harmful, and then he threw a knife at me. I ended up throwing a chair, a table, and a knife at the dude because he came up on my property and tried to hurt me. Elias was spending the night bc his fam, had lost power and they came over to stay at my place. He ended up, grabbing me by my waist, and picked me up, kicking, and yelling, and both of our parents came out of the house, and saw the other dude running away with a knife, and then they saw the broken chair, and the repeatedly stabbed table, and they saw my knife in a tree a little ways off. Elias threw me in the snow, and landed on top of me, yelling, "Relax, he's gone! He ran away!" multiple times before I calmed down. so yeah, life in Alaska is pretty screwed up… As you can tell, the other dude and I aren't friends anymore… And Elias is super protective…

Honestly, I wish I had somebody that could calm me down when I break like that. Usually people will just stay away from me or get angry and start arguing with me and fighting with me. That's why I've decided that it would just be best for everybody else if I just did my best to repress everything.

It's like everyone's trying to kill you. I don't have these problems because i never leave my house.

Everything IS trying to kill me in Alaska!!!